To my once dearest friend,
I simply wish to make amends,
I know that you've moved on
It's my turn to go.
But what's it like to realize
That what we felt was only lies
And not for real?
Did it catch you by surprise,
And did he open up your eyes
To how you feel?
Oh, I just want to know, my friend;
What's it like to fall in love again?
I often wished to write, but then,
I feared upsetting you again.
I really should move on,
But I need to know.
Will I look into her eyes
Only to think of all the times
I looked at you?
Will not everything she does
Simply remind me of the love
That I first knew?
Oh I just want to know, my friend;
What's it like to fall in love again?
I can't help thinking of
The day I get to fall in love
And show how far I've come,
That I've let go.
But what's it like to realize
That your first love was all a lie
And not for real?
When she looks me in the eye
Will it catch me by surprise
just how I feel?
Oh, I just want to know my friend;
What's it like to fall in love again?
I'm not sure how I'll feel.
How will I know if it is real,
Or if it's better that I run;
I need to know.
Will she catch me off my guard
And will I feel within my heart
A love that's strong?
Or will I know upon first sight
When I'm with her I am right
Where I belong?
Oh, I just want to know, my friend;
Will she help me off the ground
And will I at last be found
As I take her hand?
It hurt like nothing else before
When you knocked me to the floor,
I couldn't stand.
Though I know you said we can't be friends;
Tell me, what's it like to fall in love again?
9/10/14
Lyrics to a song I tried writing, but I could never quite get a good melody, and the one I do have I can't seem to find on the piano. Still the words are exactly how I felt and still do from time to time; it doesn't come from a place of total sorrow, though there's certainly some pain. It really come from pure curiosity, sometime I just can't help but wonder, what's it like to fall in love again?