Been wondering for a while
What have I done in life
If I where to die today
What would my legacy be
Would I be forgotten
Or would my name be remembered through time
Not much could be said for me
I am a shy, easily forgotten guy
Living life like a shadow
Scared to make a name for myself
Just another who didn't make it
Just another forgotten with time
Just another with no Legacies

I never meant to scare you
The demon inside just came out
I have no idea how to control it
It scares me more knowing he's there
And can come out whenever he wants
It's something I've come to believe will Never leave
Everyone has some demons they have to live with
Some scarier the others
I just hope I can continue to fight mine off

I Know it wasn't meant to be
I've been by your side since we were kids
I know all about you
Your fear, dream's, and even your first love
It didn't last long but I was there by your side
Waiting for a chance to confess my love for you
I felt greedy i wanted more
I wanted for you to see me as a man
And it didn't matter what I did
You never noticed the love I felt for you
I just don't understand why I keep waiting to confess
And every time I have a chance
These voices remind me how great she is
And I start thinking
Am I truly good for her
I'm scared I'll lose her if she knew
But I guess it doesn't matter now
She'll be married soon and I am still by her side

Why wish to be normal
Why live by the standards of the world
Acting like robots so that you won't be ridiculed by society
Making the world all black and white
Living a dull and colorless life until the day you die
Why live a normal life
When you can paint the world
In a unique way
Break away
Be yourself
Be unique
And make the world colorful again

If only life had a reset button
Would I have done it differently
Or would history repeat it self
I Never knew moving forward
from one's past can be so hurtful
Guess I'll learn to deal with it
Adulthood sure is hard

Thank you for not giving up on someone as broken as me
For your kindness truly gave me hope.
It was as if I've been lost and you created a path for me
A small guide back to happiness.
Can't remember the last time I had enlightenment from kind words. Feeling inspired to find a brighter future