I'm scared of myself
Scared of the rage that dwells inside me
The rage that builds up to the point where it just pops
And all hell breaks loose
I'm scared of living with this rage
I don't want to hurt anyone anymore
I don't want to hurt myself anymore
I hate this demon living inside me called rage
And hope that he doesn't break out of his cage
I'm scared

The moment I laid eyes on you my heart skipped a beat
and my mind went blank
It was as if the whole world had stopped
Nothing else mattered
it was just me and you
I had even forgotten to breathe
Every time I stare into your eyes I lose myself
And every time you speak my name you put me in a trance
I am forever lost in you
And when I'm with you I'm unable to tell reality from fantasy
And it doesn't matter that there is billions of other around us
To me you are the world.

I keep it hidden deep
It tends to make others uncomfortable
But I don't have the courage to show them
my heart has been trampled on and tossed aside so many times
It's been turned into an ugly void where emotions die
I guess I'm just heartless

I see how fast they are coming and there is nothing we can do
Our time is closing and thiers are just beginning
Our time is history and thiers is still a mystery
But I can't help but wonder are they ready
Are they ready to take on what we couldn't fix and make tomorrow a better day

I can never find the right words to tell you
I know I've ******* up in the past
Left you alone feeling abused
To fight your own demons
I know you waited to see if I'd change
But it only got worst
I know
But I didn't want to see
till it was too late for me
You were packed and heading out the door
But the words wouldn't come out

She never truly loved me
I was her safety her plan B
The nice guy she can fall back on
My heart belongs to her but her heart was never mine
Will I ever learn to love the way I did or am I forever broken

Why is it my heart wants what it can't get
Seeing you from afar isn't enough for me
I yearn for the moment I can embrace you
This love that swells up every time I see you
This neverending love
Yet I know in your eyes I am but another guy
As transparent as the air between us
And yet I can't seem to move on
Love is all I have