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Katie Katie May 2020
One day your looks will dissipate
Like the steam from boiling water
Gradually but inevitably
Your physicality will falter

Superficiality
Is joyous to an extent
When you're young and exploring life
But you can't always depend
On materials and shallow links
To bring you what a connection can
When you're on your death bed
Whether wealthy or simply meeting ends

Superficiality fades
When all you crave is to hold a hand
Katie Katie Oct 2017
Over time, even his mere existence has stiched itself into the very seams that uphold my being

We have become two elements compounded together; I will never regain my untouched identity
Katie Katie Nov 2016
I’ve finally come to realize
That it wasn’t anything I did wrong
It’s just that the way I am
Didn’t fit the doll you had drawn

It’s not the typical
I’m just not skinny enough
I’m not pretty enough
I’m not smart enough


Because you didn’t just want pretty
My body did suit your eye’s hunger
It wasn’t anything physical
I was simply too fast for the hunter

Because I’m just not naive enough
My mind wasn’t bleak enough
I wasn’t afraid enough
I wasn’t weak enough

And instead of apologizing
As a means of stipulation
I became smarter, stronger, happier
I didn’t fall for manipulation

And that’s not what you looked for in a woman
So you found a new target to offer that world
Instead of fighting, I still seek purpose in my own
I won't allow my self-control to be overthrown
Katie Katie Nov 2016
You were like a drug, I knew you could be worse for some

Like an acid strip, you only knew when it hit your tongue

But I was addicted; I didn't care enough to stop

Even after a bad trip, if I tried running, I'd withdraw

So I abused the drug, and in return, it abused me

But I'd rather be ****** up, then have my heart and mind empty

it was a bad choice, but now I'm numb and I'm alone

I took too much to quit cold turkey after an overdose
Katie Katie Sep 2016
Sad is a feeling all too familiar
I could tell you why and tell you how
And you could tell me how to fix it

Angry is a feeling all too familiar
I could tell you who and tell you how
And you could tell me how to fix it

But the feeling of emptiness is
undefinable yet I can't deny it
It lingers without a reason I can pinpoint, yet I can't defy it  

When my mind feels null and void and my heart feels dull  
When there's an empty space in a place that's full
There's no where to look yet everywhere to go
Because I don't even know what is missing
After getting back from basic training I just feel empty inside and I don't know why
Katie Katie Sep 2016
We soar above the mystical white clouds
The only thing separating us is the translucent glass
We watch as it slideshows the roads we've surpassed

The city lights shine bright as we fly into the night
Above the city, above superior odds
At last, we feel in our hearts that we've won the fight

Against ourselves, against our fears,
Against the struggles, thick and thin
Against adversity, physical and mental, we'll continue to win

Our next journey awaits us, 1000 more miles to go
We are newly bred soldiers, we stand ready to roll
Transformed sons and daughters, we make our way home

The same hometown and same people await
Yet the graduates returning through the gates
Are now American soldiers, standing prouder than ever today
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Katie Katie Jun 2016
They say it's not a secret anymore
If someone knows
If someone told

Even though it screams to be let out
It's never been spoken out quiet or loud
It won't become real until it's revealed

Only inside me has it been screeched
Within the walls of my mind, reverberating
Until my head throbs and I listen softly
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