You have walked into my heart
As if it were yours to keep
It’s comfortable now
Residing there
Home
                  -kmarie

When I say I miss you
Maybe what I mean is
I miss me with you
I miss the me I am
When we are together
I love that part of me
That seems to wake up
When I’m with you

                       -Kmarie

My phone rings
I see your picture
But I don’t know who you are
I wonder if you’ve gone far
I saved you from the fire
But you just want to burn
You keep saying you’ll try
But you never learn
You called to say you’ll change
But you never do
The stuff you always take
Will end up killing you
You called to say you’re sorry
And that you never win
But you never try
You cry
I wipe a tear from my eye
I have to go
Good luck staying clean
And finding the guy I used to know
Whoever you are
When you find him
Tell him I said hello
                            -kmarie

Today I miss you more
Than yesterday or before
When I think about life
And all of our strife
I think about you
And everything that you’d do
You cared so much
Silently
You never spoke too
Violently
The advice you gave
Helped make me brave
It always stuck like glue
I feel like I should do something more
You were the lighthouse in my storm
I didn’t know what to do
So I came home to you
And I stuck like glue
I can only hope to be as good as you
You were our glue
You are the glue
We are you
My example
My glue
I miss you
                   -kmarie

Pain
Moments of fear
Waking up in sweats
Remembering the times
I cried alone
No one was there
No one cared

Words
Stinging my ears
Breaking my heart
I looked up to you
For so long
But no one was there
No one cared

Hurt
Deep in my soul
You’ll never know
How you did me wrong
I won’t tell you
You were not there
You didn’t care
                       -kmarie

If I close my eyes
I see you staring back at me
You’re on my mind
Constantly
I can’t catch a break
The only thing at stake
Is my heart
It’s been torn apart
Time and again
You give me something
No one has given me before
And I have felt what it feels like
To lose it
Sometimes I feel like I should run
Hide from all these demons I have
Inside
That tell me so many lies
But when you’re not here
I realize
Just how much I miss you
And giving up is something
I would never do
I’d never dare lose you
Again
I just want to fall
Into you

          -kmarie

Do you want me whole
Or just in parts
I can give you my love à la carte
Maybe I’m easier to digest in pieces
When you’re hungry for me
You tell me so
Devoured
By your mouth all over me
Consumed
By your need for my love
It’s so difficult to be apart
Take me home to feed your heart
I’ll have some of you
To feed mine, too