I'm told I'm bad at lying,
all too often I say too much.
When I get sick of trying
I find I flick from on to off.

The warmest smile can quickly turn
into an icy state;
in eyes which swore they knew you
-you will find there's no one there.

I'd love just like a waterfall
with no fear of running out;
'til from my eyes water would fall
like raindrops in a drought.

Now, the most inclusive laughter
slows right down to a flickering glance.
Fuses cut short
after weathering storms
and we dont know
how long
they will last.

I'm really trying not to lose everything
But maybe it's time fold em
Claim bankruptcy

Start back at zero, make my way back up, no stoppin'
God life's a lot different when you glare up from the bottom

I need a new town
a new way
a new light
that leads to a new day

But where do I begin?
When does life start sinking in?
Because right now all I feel is fiction
I, the one who loathes loneliness, cry out for your attention
I'll never get it

I've only missed the point, but not the opportunity.
There's still a silver lining that can bring me out of delicacy

The path is set, but do I own the courage?
I dont want to burn slowly like another coal to the furnace.
I don't want to take that first step towards a new world
I want to stay here, in the times when she was my girl.

But I guess that chapter ended long ago
I'll reluctantly step, even though I'm terrified to go.
I'm on my own