I held you dear
Treasured you
Treated you well
Never a frown to be seen
So then why did she ask wheres your smile?
Where was it?
Ive checked everywhere
Inside,Outside, no where to be seen,
This sensation befell on me,
As if my lungs gave up
A calm feeling
As if the ocean has finally swallowed me whole
Is this it?
Is this the end?
Dear God i hope so.

Always glistened under the rays of the sun,
The warmth on the leaves always reflected to your surroundings,
Head in the clouds,
So try and explain
How have you managed to make it so far down here?
Once the greenest leaves,
Now all turned to a dark brown
When did you stop caring?
When did you become this sickening thing?
When did you lose your way?
This is all your own doing,
You dark, oak tree.

What is it i want
To be a silent lake whilst the swans dance
To be a tree dancing to the sound of the wind whistling
To forever rot in my bed till my inevitable demise
No
What i truly want
Is to be dead
To be rid of this awful existence where my future has already been written by those before me
No
I just wish to never wake up from my sleep
Like a bear in hibernation