Its deep, and its dark,
Its cold but warm
It’ll make you shiver, but its also the only peace you know,
Keep going, deeper and deeper,
Further and further ,
Far from all other civilisation,
Keep me safe,
Keep me warm,
And keep me far,
The deep saphire ocean,
Take me with you
Wherever you go i will follow
You are where i feel safe
My haven
The place i feel most comfortable
I could be swimming
I could be drowning
But there is nothing that can stop me,
From calling you,
My home.

I held you dear
Treasured you
Treated you well
Never a frown to be seen
So then why did she ask wheres your smile?
Where was it?
Ive checked everywhere
Inside,Outside, no where to be seen,
This sensation befell on me,
As if my lungs gave up
A calm feeling
As if the ocean has finally swallowed me whole
Is this it?
Is this the end?
Dear God i hope so.

Forgotten
Like paper, one mistake and your out,
Like a pen, once your ink is done, your out,
Like a bag of crisps, once your empty inside there done with you,

Isolation
Did you want this, or did you let others do it to you?
Did you ever try escape the loneliness?
Did you ever wonder why?

Rejection
You could never be satisfied with yourself
You can never accomplish things like others
Only ones you will ever make happy, are those demons on your shoulders

Whatever is happening to you, is your own doing.

What is it i want
To be a silent lake whilst the swans dance
To be a tree dancing to the sound of the wind whistling
To forever rot in my bed till my inevitable demise
No
What i truly want
Is to be dead
To be rid of this awful existence where my future has already been written by those before me
No
I just wish to never wake up from my sleep
Like a bear in hibernation

Always glistened under the rays of the sun,
The warmth on the leaves always reflected to your surroundings,
Head in the clouds,
So try and explain
How have you managed to make it so far down here?
Once the greenest leaves,
Now all turned to a dark brown
When did you stop caring?
When did you become this sickening thing?
When did you lose your way?
This is all your own doing,
You dark, oak tree.

Trees,flowers,leaves and grass
All so different
But all live in harmony
Different shapes and sizes,
All together,
In tranquility.
Why cant we?
Seeds from different plants
Expressing ourselves in different ways
Some could be considered beautiful to gaze upon,
But have thorns hidden like a rose,
Whilst some are considered hideous but feed others, like weeds
Thats why roses focus on beauty,
And weeds focus on personality.

Couples of swans form the shape of a heart,
Together for eternity,
Even after death swans cannot forget their first;
Always and forever,
The rays of the sun flows through my body,
but you somehow make me feel it in my chest alone
warmth and pain
You brought the light into my dark well
You made me understand metephors like “butterflies in my stomach”
Things i used to laugh at, called cringe, now all feel exciting at the slight hope i can do them with you
Wherever i see a smile yours comes to mind
You have currupted my thoughts,
But am i in any of yours?
The moon looks beautiful,
So why are you looking away?