push and push and push,
but i can't get your name past my lips like a slur.

Its halloween night,
he asks me,
"whats your worst fear?"
and i answer,
saying,
"i don't know ,
i'm not afraid of anything."
but i know thats not true,
because my worst fears right in front of me.

Sometimes i wish my hair wrapped around my whole head like a curtain
so i couldn't see,
so i couldn't smell,
so i couldn't hear,
so i couldn't eat.

I could fall in love with you over and over again
and even if i knew that it was destroying me with every step i took,
I would go a thousand miles just to find you.
If I had to have a last dance,
I would make it be with you.
Talk 2 me,
Darling,
I can't love you this much.

Complaining what i could be,
what i wish i could be,

Complaining about what i wish would happen,
what could have happened,

when i'm in the middle of what i used to pray for.

Why do i look at it
like you're waiting?

why do i pray that your there,
when your not?

why do i look at it,
thinking if you look at it wondering if i'm waiting?

trust me baby,
i am.

youre adorned in gold

i'm adorned in silver

your pride is my past

youre solid gold and i'm gold plated,

my silver covered in your gold.