As the sun arose today
I sat upon the grass
The grass so green.

The breeze blew so gentle
I looked up in the sky
The sky so blue

There was an odd bird
Backwards he flew
Flew from whence he came.

For a moment I watched
I watched in dismay
As backward he flew.

From the old bird
An answer I pleaded
Tell me tell me please

Why is it backward you fly?
How will you ever get where you going?
If backward you fly.

Rain showers falling from the sky.
Created from the tears he cried.
Out of breathe he bravely answered.

Down there upon the ground
Trees and rocks bruise your path
And refuse your sight for tomorrow.

But, it is up here so high
So high above the world so cold
That I can see all that is about to be.

Again I asked the old bird
So, why is it backward you fly?
What has you so afraid of tomorrow?

He squawked, I have seen from where you came.
And I have seen where you are.
Yet it is what is ahead that frightens me.

The sun that comes,
Comes from the darkest corners.
Now is covered, covered in blood.

As backward from sight he flew.
His wings pleaded with the wind.
Take me back, back to the happiness I knew.

As I sat upon the grass.
The grass so green.
All was…….

Is it wrong that I liked it
Is it wrong since it was a dream
Is it wrong to want to know what else would have happened
If I just stayed asleep
Maybe tonight my dream will continue
With this girl who was kissing me
How far will it go
Guess I will juat have to wait and see....

Life is but a day
That death falls upon
Eternity, an endless river
Uncertainty, a beautiful swan
Shall we meet our fate's
   And gallantly swim on...

Hope can be lost
When one bleeds alone
A prison cell of failing flesh
Often host a heart of gold
I can feel the weight of life
You carry on your wings
In every word and thought
You write
All the beauty that you bring

So here I write a simple spell
An energy surge I'll send
Life is like a candle
Blowing in the wind
.....

Did you know that in less than a year
I would be waking up at 3am
From the nightmares you gave me?

Did you know that in less than a year
I would go back to the cutting and weight loss
Because I hate myself after what you did to me?

Did you know that in less than a year
I would be crying before going to bed
While thinking about everything you put me through?

Did you know that in less than a year
I would only find pleasure from the thoughts
Of leaving all of this behind?


Did you know that when you locked me in the dark
And took away something that was not yours
Without my consent,
You took away
My soul?
My will to live?
You took away everything I had
And everything I have ever hoped to have.


Did you know
That you destroyed me?


Did you know
That you have killed me?


-FreeMind