The thought of starting over with a complete stranger scares the life out of me.

How can i find me when I’m lost in you.

roses are red
night is dark
writing this poem
hurts my heart

shaky sobs
like violets, i'm blue
i'm wondering
why i ever loved you

Wish I never met you, wish you didn't try as hard as you did, wish your mother didn't love me as much. Because now it's just me myself and I. You were supposed to be a rebound but you got me tripping over the 3 years that was wasted.

you left me
two years ago

what made you change your mind?
i look back at all our memories
how happy we were
and how our love seemed perfect
then suddenly you told me
that your feelings faded

years later
i'll admit, i haven't fully gotten over you
but now, i look at you
the person who once loved me
the person who changed her mind
the person who left me

i recall in my brain
the woman i loved
but i look at you now
so much of you has changed

this is not the soul that i used to know
this is not the same person
that i loved two years ago

i knew what you were capable of,
once your lips crashed against mine.

you knew i became deeply attached,
once i figured i’m just a dine and dash.

it’s ridiculous how much i think about you,
definitely in the wrong moments.

it’s heartbreaking how you’ve made me feel blue,
why did i became the chosen?

you took the advantage to mess around,
i kept telling you yet you ignored my sound.

it hurts to see you don’t realize the pain you’ve caused,
after your little game was put on paused.