Like a bird who wanted to fly
behind the bars it cried.
In myself I hide,
the deepest fears inside.
i may run behind,
but im scared
i can’t.
will I be able to fly?
or afraid enough to try?

today is my birthday,
i hope you get to read what i say.
for all the things i've done to you, I'm sorry.
for all the times I'm not with you, I'm sorry.
for all the happiness i cannot give, I'm sorry.
and for all the hatred I've caused in your heart, I'm sorry.
i hope you dont forget how we started like destiny.
because that is one of the greatest things i prayed daily,
to meet someone who will love me so deeply.
you turned out to be my one that got away.
but deep in my heart I'm still happy,
for now my wish have been granted by a deity,
that i hope you will find someone who will love you wholeheartedly ,
that i hope one day ,
someone will mend your broken heart willingly,
that you will fall in love unexpectedly,
for the things ended so perfectly,
because now you have found truly,
the girl you deserve, you are lucky.
happy birthday to me!

If you were just a wish away
I'd call on every star
to bring you back from where you rest
to heal this broken heart.

If time were but a circumstance
It's whim not our demise
I'd stop the clocks to mark the time
I first looked in your eyes.

My wishes dim the starlit sky
'till dark are all my hours,
in knowing I will never find
A finer love than ours.