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Descovia Jul 2021
You do not have to walk a thousand miles  

To validate your love for me.


You do not have to fight a million heartless, for stability to prove you are the key.

Our love speaks for all near and far.

I'll always be there no matter where you are.

I love you and this my simple truth.
Descovia Jul 2021
Words are nothing, without the meaning you give to them!

I am in pure absolution, you have as much strength, as the values and faith you have in fulfilling your very aspirations!

The combination of balance emotions and pure intentions will gracefully unfold wealth in abundance you sought for.

You can have your time in the dark.

Remember, your light is the spark responsible for continuous star life!

Believe me, you were born to shine!

If you won once before, you are going to get out there and do it again!
Descovia Jul 2021
The day I was informed, I was suppose to have an identical counter part.


"I am neither Matthew or Matt. That is a title belonging to a part of myself, consumed by the darkness.


A life of nothing, is there anyway to depart from this?

My own hatred brought me to suffocate on the light in my lungs.

The monsters inside, reminds me through vices to be strong.

Alcoholic nights. Mornings with Maryjane to ease the pain.


The weight of sadness and the madness hits me like a freight train.


The anger is the heaviest anchor, bringing my soul into the depths of torment to never breathe in freedom again.

Where did it all go?

What is left to show?

For I do not simply know.

My shadows been keeping company. In the darkness, I feel so lively.

During a full moon, transformation into my dark twin, activates sleeping forces dwelling inside of me.

There is no escape....
Descovia Jul 2021
If you believe, my spells are
a product measured on games and luck.

My identity will remain a mystery

If you boil an egg in water, it becomes hard.


If you boil a potato in water, it becomes soft .

Words build a way, but it's your actions which determines you will meet fate or your destination.

It doesn't matter what you go through.

It's what you decide to be through the situation!


Whether you can or can't

You decide, if it's falsified or a living lie. There's a difference, between what you can decipher with your mind or eyes

You can turn pain into art or truth.

In the end, it's ultimately up to you.
Realwords. Tough Times. Think on this
Descovia Jul 2021
Everyday is a opportunity to be a better version of yourself.

You cannot spend all of your time sleeping when you have dreams to fullfil.

Every journey will have a bump in the road.

Adventure to learn yourself, enhance your concept of knowledgeable, have hunger for wisdom, and the world will assist you to overcome all.
Descovia Jun 2021
The excessive sweating, uncontrollable worries with rampaging thoughts flying at the speed of Jupiter's winds, forgive me for my fatigue, I oversleep when it was suppose to be only a "nap".

Trying to unscramble my ANXIETY

Sounds more of

"Ain't it for me."

"No exit or taxi" away from this.

What is it, you are doing?

You question yourself a lot?

I try not to. The switch activating my nerves default setting is neither on or off.

It's set to complex. Reminders to myself, realign your mind and eliminate the stress.  

If only that was the case! Stress is a killer, but it would be my savior from ****** cramps causing my disorientation, dizziness and my inability to function.

Delusional or dysfunctional. Either over plan or overthink.

When expectations fail. I feel in all ways generally, it is me. I blame for being irresponsible.

Feeling the emotional energy of all living wonders and people in time pressing on your shoulders.  It's not pleasurable, heart palpitations do not reward me with any justice in slightest.


You think it's me avoiding you. When the words of our human language cannot satisfy, my doubtfulness renders me in a state of peril, of expressing my gratitude for all you do.

I do not know, if its me.
Is it a quiet place or a quiet space needed?
The disconnection wondering inside, if I should detach from all.

A shred of reassurance goes a long way.

Physical health is mental health.

It's okay to not be okay.
Descovia Jun 2021
(verse 1 Descovia)
Death keeps ringing
my line and I always
miss the **** call
Through the ice and fire
I can say
I've been through it all
I been on a trip
but can't afford to fall!
Heaven and Hell is fighting over my soul
I'm over here breaking chains and walls!

What's true is true.

Excuse me, I am a leader
So are you, so forgive me if
I am too pushy for what I see
in me, is what I see in you!

Read between the lines
It's not in the context of black and white
understand my pain
when you look into my eyes
I am one with darkness
but you are my light!
Maybe before the realization
Of endless possibilities
remain present for you and me
You will come to  terms the vision
We once created was real!

(Chorus Descovia & (Toby and Ched)
Hustle and motivate
My power must elevate. (Yuh)
The babies can't afford to wait! (No way!)
I be doing my thing
(Don't care if you hate on me)
been putting in nights and days (nights and days)
I will sleep when I am dead
**** burying me 6 feet deep
Burn me like a blunt
SCATTER THE ASHES AWAY!
(SCATTER THE ASHES AWAY!)

[Hook}
Can't tell me nothing ( At all!!!)
When you watch me fall (fall)
I been fighting my demons...
On my own ( All on my own)
My back against the wall
My pain is real....
( Real. Real. Real. Yeah oh. Oh. Oh.)
You gotta
Live, Lead and Learn.
Live, Lead and Learn.
(Yuh!) Live, Lead and Learn!
Put in what you work for
get what you deserve!

(Verse 2 Descovia)
You gotta lot to live for.

A lot to lead.

But I feel like you never learn.


You shouldn't have gave
up on your dreams.
I woulda support by any means.
It's too late to say I told you so.
So all I can say is you shoulda believe!

**** it. I feel like Uncle Ruckus.
I am toxic to myself and my demons love it!

Where you gonna run
with a gun in your face
and your knees are busted?

You shoulda been careful
on who you **** with and trusted

Karma is no *****
To **** with
Look at you now
Rolling around no dutches
Take what you had for granted
in the end you can't even
walk it out with crutches
Who is really this vicious?
You question me, when
Blood lust lives among us
On the contrary....
I want to see the number
in casualities and victims in police brutality, trafficking, smuggling, racial homicide, chaos within genocide
and suicides plummet

My babies are worth more
than what my ******* jobs can budget

You should be at ease  
on going into a public

We shouldn't even be fighting our government

We can't raise our kids on this dumb ****.

I been holding a lot in my mind and stomach.

Drinking and smoking nights to subside the pain
to feel the numbness

Duality is real. Never in my life until now felt oneness.

In all that I have that is troubling...

Why should that be any reason for me

to take away your abundance?

Bite the hand that feeds? Never.

I rather bite my tongue off

and change the subject

You can't have  consistent order with constant obstructions

All my life, I been hated, loved, loveless and hunted.

I just listen to my heart
flowing with the colors of the wind
like Pocohontas

It's no worry to me at all
You pests always be bugging.

I am not flexing my power
but I know BEASTS that never sleep

Take everything you have and turn it into nothing!
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