Even it's a lie
Please tell me I'm losing you
So I won't hope honey

Friends I had to end their care
They said you're not coming back

Who's in your mind baby
I don't mind
You can tell me like I'm your last piece
Drop your time when you lie
Is there any way to get you honey?

You are so irritating without replying
but I dont want to break your rules

Colorful rainbow is broken
It is more beautiful when you shine
in my love street you rain heavy
Im here to write the first wave of sea

Silver lined eyes
Roaming in my mind
your silky sheet on ruby rainbow,
shall occupy my sky
your slightly thickened and dyed hair,
on nape waves your eternal joy of beauty

All the girls were so impulsive for you
I'm the idle one to adore your slow whispers
you told you're going to sleeping
without listening my high notes
singed for you all alone in this dark.

Before someone else
you were the one

I'm finally fine
without your chat

Finally I'm accepting this
how love can be this harsh?
I love when it moves away from me

Behind this hardness I laugh
and I erased myself for it
now it's questioning me that am I asked to wait?
It's your fault for your destruction

His heavy wings fly away finally
my stem branches left alone
but beautiful flowers bloomed when I let it go
I envy this beautiful flowers on me
I'm so kind to them
I'm so in love with them
don't come to make me heavy
in this rain

Oh my love is blind
It let you go far away of you want
In this night.

I'll be more disappointed
if you don't come

I cant stop thinking about you
Even when I write the ****
It looks beautiful to me

Even you are talking about my idle personality
I'm no longer care about it anymore

Take my hand from the paper
I might feel like I'll slap you in crew
sorry to say you are welcomed to do it

My heart splitting
blood out
I wrote a fake novel
name my pen name
pretend it's done

One day we'll meet offline
there's no anybody to see our rain

If its a love then
we'll try to end up in this meeting
like just friends.

Are you hoping or losing?
no I won't ask you
I'm afraid

He stood infront of me
he got all my love and eyes on him
he was a mirror of sky
which cant be reflected
through anything.

You are right
I'm just online friend

I cant escape from your
Texts.

I see the mountain
it's an empty place without your glance at it
your green eye lenses
make my heart halt its rhythms

with smooth glimpse you dry the sea
desert lost its cactus and grown a rose
you rain the wine on my thoughts
but you refuse my heart
it's too much
you got all my nights sleepless

your lips drunk my sick
I dont know how to learn this anew lesson
even if it's new topic
I let you enjoy my innocence

I saw there's no moon like your eyes
I see the world in fog
please help my weakened heart
you know how to trick my mind
now you refuse to leave

what made you to drink those
stars with clouds champagne?


don't look at the weak lives of other planets
I'm here for your green eyes.

Oh my sweetest night
I walked through old street
Winds so cold to cleave woods
Who will welcome me through this rusty
Doors?
Without him im so innocent

Oh my dearest night
Will my breath taken away through his absence
Every night I awake to plea
No one know how I'm dreaming old

Oh my frightened night
Who will care your lonley sleep
Around the house
I felt his absence
Everyone hiding the real
I wanted to show how sky is beautiful.

Now the time and I are wasted
hell no, I'm trying to be good enough
to save your ******* respect
**** I'm not ready to disprove it
The world minds me when I saw your fault
I dont wanna lie to the lier
even I'm bad but acting be nice to you all
nothing is permanent
not even my heart
you wanna see the ****
so take my soul away
every one looks like innocent ****
no one helps you though
your bamboos are spreading
but let it be in legal
so unethical loyalty
I'm so dizzy
I'm a drunken yard you can spill your ****
and leave like nothing happened
cause your matter doesn't matter
my poor heart.

Hard enough to come to you
When you call me
My time is a sin
I broke that effort to rush that doors open
Windows making sounds and whispers
I felt that crying dogs are not good enough to  bark , so sick of your empathy
So sick of my friends and family.

I tried to walk on path that halt my eyes
The breeze isn't fair ,
flows like bold blood
Thus I can run into daze of fragility

Can you find my hand to help me
When I lost my sight
Through your shred
I tend to cease my sense.

I wore the dark and white around my room
I blind myself from your presence
your knocks would sing a song
Is that an elegy?
you wore that hat in neat
The misery shall be my friend to say
hello, I
allowed your name at corners without
opening my doors
so I won't get be haunted
by your eyes

The sky is my heart
so I pray you to not find mine
The littles would curl around my thoughts
when you asked about my LOVE.

I'm trying try not to feel your worth
I'm in cage , fly my soul away
From you, in moors we shall play here
In empty halls we talk , you walk alone
But I'll run here for you
Forgive if I miss spell
But I trust my heart I won't miss

One by one we need to erase
All the savage and sweet would end here
We'll be no longer here where we belongs to
Afar from miles I cant stop thinking about you
Embrace the winds to feel you were here
We roll in letter by letter
We grow word by word
An endless story without tittle
But still want to name it as yours
We are a empty halls
Where we dwell without knowing our own
I keep secrets in hell
But you were the ruler of it
I'm sleeping knowing I cant stop you
Anymore in my dreams.

Its all about your day and night
Dying of insomnia
I'm about to use your company
Too late to come here
Old paper and live ink
Broken machine
I still play you here
But I need your silence
Dont dwell in silence
I'm a slave for this kindless world
I got cool waters in plastic
You don't need to grow but I need your scent
Without that I cant sleep
Your reply is my alarm to wake up
I'm a slave of blue screens
My hand sometimes bleed over text
Dont mind me cause I'll beg you to stay here
Until I come.

A sweet lie in my imagination
That you are living in my mind
A tone of voice
From leaving autumn
You still look the same
Even breeze lost the rhythm
I still love your voice
A waking dream
Bothered my sleep
There  your shadow to shine
My day
Your magic spells a lovely words
Your eyes are sins of beauty of sky
It dreamt of you're gone
But you're still wandering around the sun
To give me a piece of love.