Ways love,make you do crazy things, ask my shoes.

I am just a young man
who is dark
like the Graves upon my path

Don't uphold my name
unless I've earned it

I've been cruel and murderous
the darkness made me more violent
a man with no soul
no conscious

You told your lie
Often enough
that you believed it
to be the truth

But I can't have that
I can't have any of that

I can't have desolation
Sorrow
Pain
and tots of regrets

I got lost in this whole world and forgot myself.

We love to hate them
Politicians who engrave love into our hearts
By promising us promises that we love to be promised

He said, it ain't my fault that am rich
Because your ignorant

He said, your poor
And you love stories about being rich
And am rich
And I have stories for poor, about being rich

Mediocre
So you used to go school get yourself educated
Information is all that matters, but too late for you.
You'd rather be home and watch movies and ****
Impressing nobody,Vibin, old school and ****
Untill one day you wake up, your life wasted
Bulding companies that you'll never own and ****.
You realize your just a laborer in this chain of life
And your the right guy for promises and ****

Evolution
I like poems that rhyme
A symphony, the ultimate beauty of ryme scheme
Like a sad pathetic story, that suddenly made it
A perfect song that touches the soul, and the  lyrics,
Blend with your everything
From your failing ralations and weight of the universe
Choking your existence
........ And the lyrics, blend with your everything
Except the reality that your probably stuck in a maze,
And humans are always depsrate to be lead.
So we selected an enticing promise and we collectively
Elect it
And we feel happy
And We toast to our independence, or evolution or whatever you call this type of ****

Soo many lies, still seeking forgiveness
Feeling like am already mad,so I found companionship in fatigue and loneliness

Hoping for  redemption from my dismay,don't judge me-
I done that pillars  ago

Today  i attend my funeral, didn't see myself crying
I only saw a river of dark  cloud  forming over,this is what i created

This is why I left
This is why I never looked back
This is why even in death i never found peace

Don't cry  for this heart
a coal like this,needs no water to shade for it
hatred will never be enough,am still searching

Searching for the perfect demise while praying for mercy.

Old is grey

If I could tell you
theories
illusions
visions
of love stories

if you were never a
fake
reckless
*****
the future would have been glorious

if I were to look at you i would see
a wounded soul
a seared heart
regrets and malice
pain,pain and pain

if you're a star then
refuse to be broken
refuse to be shaken
refuse to just exist and start living

In the moment
that exact moment
I'd say
that I like you
rely like you

Then I'd say
my heart pounds for you
your the star that lights my world
but deep down
I just like you

Love
love is a long story
stories if aches
broken hearts
and trusts  

Stories that am afraid of

Choices regarding life
leaves us scavenging for existence
a carrion limping towards tomorrow
To-morrow, morrow whatever it holds
Whatever it begets

Today crept in
Sagaciously took you over
though a blessing
Sometimes
felt more  like a curse

At the pinnacle of your ignorance
you made choices
the ones with traces of uncertainty
shadowing your day
or is it nadir of life
finally taking shape

Choices
Sometimes oblique
Sometimes a painful reality
forcing us into uncertainty
and confusion
So we decide
what will be taken from us  
or benefit us

Lord
give me some refuge

All my refuge are lonely

I couldn't get a moment of relief


My loneliness follows me
around like  a shadow

Dreams can change,but let the spark lead your life
Always bringing  me back on my feet with just a smile
I find the little spark I once
had
Though I lost it through the stormy times
I lost the stolen and genuine parts of me

i’ve taken bits and fragments
when no one was looking
Still looking longer  and deeper
I've stepped into the light of my dark peril
I need not to divulge on lavish evil

Much is that strong desire,many aspire

.

That spark is all I need to follow my dream

Since a toddler
i was taught how to carry my own Cross
my own weight

So the hopes
the dreams
I left them on the pillow
.
.
.

In a world where
everyone is battling to tear you apart
love is an illusion

So at lest
let me be somebody
instead of a nobody
that all you crave for



I've been humble
courageous
and maintained my own cause

The period for getting fat is over, about to be replaced by resolutions, dissolutions and delusions. People will resolve to lose weight, the resolution will work for the first five weeks of the year,otherwise known as January,until the smell of fries entice them to a fast food joint and they will momentarily, or forever forget their resolution,which will dissolve. Their fast lives will take them back to the delusive idea that a little indulgence is not that harmful -well until next January

I used to give much
I craved for much
I did my best for much

I just don't get what happened
I keep sliding back in the same hole
a place I despise most


now am less
Turned into fake
my existence full of mess
if only you knew my case

I have been suffocating for a long while now,
stepping into the light has been a battle,
i should step into the ocean and let the waves decide my fate.

Its about time i confronted my worst fears

When I wrote "Muse 'atrocities of the heart"
a friend of mine thought
that was the darkest poem he has ever read

I thought
well, yeah, probably
but that was me opening my heart


Soothing
Letting go
Moving on

This is how we all heal
hoping for a better tomorrow

the logic of pain and love
You poured your soul
And Whatever's left of your heart
and they told you its a beautiful poem
An amazing stunning write

But  Is it truly beautiful
when your heart was left fumbling  on the floor
When dreams grew stale
When you were shaken, tasted beyond scope
When you had to speak, shout, write against tyrants
When you were at your lowest and you just had to mumble some words

I just don't see the beauty in being shredded
I just can't fathom the weight of an ailing heart
I just
don't
get it

Mama am in love with a hot girl. They just don't get it, don't get it.

I used to be an infant
Innocent and full of life
Then earth happened

I was a prey
now am a predator
trying to fight for my existence
in a world full of salvages

Only the strongest survive
that was made clear

Some love me
others tremble when am  seen
but if I did ever care about what you think
I would be long gone (dead)

I know am a ticking time bomb
a star waiting to shine
a thief waiting to be crucified
Or just a miracle of life