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as i layed in your bed,
tears running down my face,
i still couldnt believe she slept right here.
right where i lay.

it felt so wrong to imagine your arm around her,
why am i not enough?
why didnt you realize it was wrong?
why did you let her stay the night?

I told you to wash your sheets,
you asked why?
i told you i wasnt going to lay in the shadow of a cheater.
is silence stronger
than words that end up empty
or do you hear them?
please help me see
what is wrong with me
putting my under all this pressure
believing it will make me better
drowning in expectations and lists
stuck on the deadlines i've missed
my attempts are almost funny
i keep trying to help everybody
'i miss youu'
'i wanna see youu'
'it's been waay too longg'
all the stuff you say
telling me you wanna come over one day
and when i invite you over all you say is
'probably not, sorry'
so i just send a sad face and move on with my day
'hey you know i love you' you say 10 minutes later
i send a few hearts and continue my day
later you text me at 10 pm
'mmm baby i miss you'
'i need you rn'
'mmh just come over baby'
all i say
'i wish'
then i go to bed
I need someone to hear me
To warm my world
Not to feel cold anymore...
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