The way my skin feels burnt after a freezing breeze.
Soft warm finger tips running across my lips.
An early rising sunlight breaking through the window to warm my skin.
When I stare at the brightest moon and I feel someone looking back.
My favorite feelings reminding me I'm still here.
Sometimes the light
Isn't enough to out the dark
Isn't enough to bring peace
Isn't enough of a warning
Sometimes finding someone to love
I feel like all I do is
Tell me your secrets
So maybe I too
Can do all you do
I can feel myself drifting
The white noise so loud
It blurries my already hazy vision
I don't know where I'm going
I'm not sure if I'm scared anymore
Or if I'm just tired of it all
My body feels so heavy
I don't know how it moves anymore
I'm so angry at me
Why cant I get off of my drifting sea
I don't know
It hurts to breathe
In this empty place
So end me please
I'm only wasted space
Today my demon asked "why won't your feet move?"
I feel my broken lips turn into a frown looking forward at my smirking demon I say
"You should know, you were the one who nailed them into this never melting ice"
As her smirk grows and a full boasted laugh erupts from her broken lips she turns her bloodshot eyes to look right into mine and says "No sweetheart that was all you"
Will keeping something
Make me happy
Or will throwing it all away
Set me free