I want you here by my side
Not to have someone to console me
But to have someone to cry with

My chest hurts when you're happy with someone
Thinking this might be the last of us
Can't force you to be with me
Because I'm happy to see you smile
But this smile is just to conceal the pain inside me
When you literally left me behind

Sometimes I wished my fantasy was a reality
because my fantasy brought me reality

Sometimes I don't know what to do.
Should I wait or call for you?

Wait here in an endless tears,
fear of losing you all these years.

Or call out your name and say it now,
the feelings I've held by my broken vow.