your working 7 hours until now.
you must exhausted.
just a little more.

walk firmly looking up front as if there was no problem
i walk in front of you because i want you to see how fix i am like a rubiks cube.
i want you to look at me in the eye while i walk passed you. and i want you to remember how you messed-up every color in my life.
i want to tell you a story of how much morphine i took just to numb the pain i holding, while you seem like nothing happened.

i remember the pain i'm holding, while you holding someone hands.
while you are content and i'm not
while i'm suffering in this pain like a fire, burning in my heart.

i want you to remember the memories. the memories that haunt you till the rest of you life.
i want you to look at me in the eye and look down on me and walk passed by

how can you love someone
when you can't love yourself.

how can you love him without knowing
that i'm hoping too.

good thing Rihanna found love in the
hopeless place, i hope so too.

huwag tayo malito sa araw ng iba sapagkat
balang-araw, darating din ang araw na mapupunta tayo sa araw na yon at magpapasalamat tayo sa araw na dumating tayo sa araw na yon

You hurt me
Now the table turn
is to late for apology.

decision makes action decide what fate we will belong
behavior makes people judge who we are
reason makes us decide what choice we have
and
personality is who we are