She's feeling so lonely this Monday night,
Wish someone could hold her so tight.
She's sitting in the darkness with the flashlight,
God wasn't right, she's tired of keeping fight.

She doesn't want to wake up tomorrow morning,
She doesn't want to go somewhere, she doesn't want to go,
It feels like your own soul is burning,
And you are sick of sinking in flow.

My dark queen,
My darlin',
Just lay yourself down,
Don't care about anything around,
Close your eyes and feel the skies,
You need to get some rest,
You know you did your best.
My dark queen,
My darlin'.

Even when the marble statues will come to life,
She won't want to go out her room to the light,
'Cause she was made to create strife,
She knows that and she is dead inside.

Might think I'm ******* crazy,
'Cause I'm only circling in my little room,
I said "**** the exams", but truly say I'm scared.
I don't have any plan in life, I'm only baby,
But my mind is ready to war, and it's gonna boom,
I only want to break free and move to New York, but that's feard...

My sister says that she believes in me,
But I know that I'll make her blue,
Because I'm stupid little lost bee,
So I answer only "I believe in me too".
I know that this is hilarious to see,
But I really don't have a clue.
It seems like I had a glue,
But I lost someone who I even don't knew,
I wish I could say to her some things, just a few,
'Cause even my angel-protector left me, that's a blue.

My dearest friend once said "Your poetry is really awesome",
She didn't know that I'm only clown, but she's flawsome,
I really appreciate her words, but I can't make myself believe in it,
Because I think that I bring someone down and for that I need a hit.

Today I thought I was well done,
But when the sun goes down,
I think again about being gone,
Like I want to take a gun,
And take me brains out.

Outside I'm so cold skin,
But inside of me is an emotional bin,
You don't want to feel and see the things i've seen,
You don't want to know through what I've been,
It wasn't really a high quality scene,
'Cause now I want to feel
Anything else exept the fear.

I find my solace in my lyrics,
So that's how I talk to my friends,
But they don't give a **** about me,
And it makes me want to concentrate on the cheap beer,
Maybe that's how people will hear,
Because I'm tired of feeling ******* crazy,
I was born in the wrong time and place, I want ready,
So I'm just waiting to go to Father on the up,
Just to tell him about all the things that bring me on the top
To him.

And I can't stop writing this,
'Cause I want to cry, but I keep resist,
Feel like I'm in the cell, I'm beast,
Everybody watchs me, that's a ****.

You've always talked with lies,
But I really liked you a lot,
Already sinked in your blue eyes,
And your stale muscles, oh God.

Honey, let's walk down at the streets,
Watching at the cold sea which is just like my heart,
We can get as far as our feets
Can carry us, I don't mind to make our lives two work of art.

Look at these gloomy skies,
Let me know if you thought about me at least once,
'Cause when I look at the sun rise,
I clearly can see you in the smile of the sun rays dance.

I've fallen in love too much long,
And wrotten a lot of poems and songs,
But I still can't forget you,
No matter how hard I try to,
I can see you in the air,
I can hear you in the sound of my guitar.
I still love you a lot,
I still guess on a flower "do you love me or not?",
I really love you a lot,
And i just can't make it stop.

Springtime and my soul blooms like a snowdrop after a harsh winter.
I feel that all the bad things slowly go away and I come to life.
I can finally walk through my native small town and hear its whispers,
So I think lifetime is not very bad and now I can try to give a drive.

Baby, let's on the run with me,
Take my warm and tender hand,
Have fun as hard as you can be,
I won't give you up 'cause I'm your man.

If you suddenly start to fall, just know that I'll pick you up like an iron wall.
Don't worry about problems, just call them tasks and keep them to any autumns.
Baby, don't worry about the things will happen, just let the river go to its own way for the rules of the planet.
And just sing Hallelujah, Hallelujah, Hallelujah.

When we will smell of noble old age,
When we will write our last life's page,
And we will no longer be young and pretty,
I will still love you, my sweet love, I will be.

My last cherry blossom leaf will fall away,
All of the things I got will be meaning nothing,
And you'll be the last man for who I'll stay,
I'll remember the time we spent in summer rain,
Running though queue to take a look of natural way.

My hair is down and I'm feeling alive,
Like I've never felt before I was young,
I think I'm falling in love with you even more,
Everything feels so beautiful and warm like the Sun.

And when we'll decide it's our time to go out,
I would like to meet you on the other side.
"Remember I said like forever and some?
It's still meaning when you love the person 'til the numb".

Baby, 7 billion is on the Earth.
And I got lucky to meet you.
I've known I need you since my birth,
Can't believe now here is me and you.

The blackest cat once crossed my way,
But I kept go 'cause I don't care,
I only pray if you could stay,
'Cause universe got my back today

But I'm only
Thinking about you
I'm thinking about you
Thinking about you, baby.

The **** are you just waiting for?
I'm here with you without yayo.
For sure i can wait for you
Literally whole my life, it's true,
But I'd like to rid this feeling blue,
And spend my time in love with my boo.

Hell, I, I always fall in love with blue eyes,
But I, I always keep away because
I can't be at least a little bit wise.
Now it's just another one of my problem,
And I need to get my brains before the falling,
And fall with knowledge that it's safe, *******.

Sometimes I look around,
But there's no more than just a child.
I'm looking at the face is near,
And realize, it's not the one that I want, let's be clear.
All my life I was dreaming about right man,
But I've even got a wrong place and plan,
So, I don't think that I'll ever have someone that I want to,
And this one will want me too.

So many boys were in my life,
But I've never seen the men.
I got used to it, 'cause now it's a rife,
But I still try to find someone again and again.

Sometimes I turn around,
But I realize, that no one is around.
I'm laying on my bed again,
Thinking about bad day, ****,
It's too much for girl like me.
Can't this feeling just leave me lonely?
I think I was should to call when I got his number,
But I know that he's just another one of my problem.