Ive been lied to, tricked and teased
Dont you see?
Ive had my trust stolen, shattered and pawned
Cant you tell?
I bother you but i mean well,
You take it as possessive and controlling im sure,
But that's the opposite of what im trying to do, i ensure.
I have trouble trusting. You must know
Of course i fret and fiddle, when you don't tell me where you go,
Its nothing against your charecter. I trust you holely.
But the holes in my head, they despise the act, knowingly.
Its the dark parts that whimper and whisper about my defeat
and how your victory over me is complete,
"She could have anyone! Anything!
And youd not be worth a secound glance
Not worth a thing!"
"No she loves me!" Id interject,
"She loves me and i love her, from here to puket!"
"She doesnt feel the same "the dark holes whisper
"She doesn't think about you this way, she doesnt even ask about your day!"
I fall defeated
But not before a plead is headed
"Your wrong. I love her. Shes all i have left,
I gave her everything when i thought i had nothing left. And weather she loves me, or you where right all along,
I promise to wait. To sit here. To be strong
I wish youd show me that you care instead of just telling me its my fault.
It is my fault. But please don't blame me for it.