I don't know what to think, what to do or how to feel... How do you think? What do you do? How do you feel? Maybe I could do the same, since I already rely too much on you...
How did I get so dependant? I can't, I just can't on my own...
I see the future that I want, I feel the desperation of mine, I taste the bitterness of disappointment, I smell my failure to come, Last but not least, I hear myself being rejected...
Eyelids drooping My body aches for respite, for rest Yet I still try my best To fight this weak human need Just so that I can see Through the darkness With weary eyes Your name Flash in a blur On my phone screen Just so that I can read Your words Hear your voice Your soft, low tones Echo in my head Just so that I can pretend You are here with me.
I miss you so much It is an ache that pains me more Than my lack of sleep Between those few hours of solace We have together Th ache grows Only temporarily subsided By the thought of you Lying awake, thinking of me too.
So I'll keep denying myself sleep Just to feel the familiar Rush of happiness Swelling up inside When I see your name Lighting up the long, cold nights.
When life gets to be too much, we set ourselves a new reality... I just wish it were true and not but just a dream of what I wish real life would be...
That moment when your distorted view of things shatters and you're slapped in the face with reality.
Happy things=happy thoughts. What does bring, rotten thoughts? So many things, I better not, but isn't it worth a shot? What do you say-shall I or shall I not? Think of horrid rotten thoughts?