My whole life is about ( dy\dx) now .
that reached me out to think what if we were one function and  you was my own derivative , a part of me that can't handle for a second derivative . and all these chapters are discussing the problems between us .
the question is : are we both good at calculus enough to figure this out yet or am I to late to ask this question ?

They told me I'm from a different side of the world . That I deserve better and you would drag me to the mud.they also assume you're the huge mistake of my life and choosing you is deeply wrong.they said you're a phantom has ben created by my wakefulness struggle that'll always be chasing always watching you disappear and pulling me to shed a tear . But I know better! , I know about you're sharp curves and edges and I've lived with your imperfections . And darling believe me I will fit into any spaces you let me . If loving you means to get burn ,babe bring on all the fire . You came from a different place i came from the other side and we are always really busy. But your so perfect in my dreams, you spin my head so fast that i will always wake up dizzy .

Sleepless nights created a memory of  our favorite song.A song that been playing on my head for unlimited ages.Darling this song has the smell of your charming laugh your sympathetic voice and presence of your soul.Our favorite song told me it was wrong to love you it's obviously wrong to let you this deep inside me .But darling it turned out my heart won't let me be right. To be very honest with myself i loved your simple poor comments for my weak efforts to sing our magical song , i expected others to love my awful vocals too for a second I realized the spell  is only on you and i .

People believe me it's not overrated, not overbearing .
When i see the sun goes out of this pure smile , my heart stops for more than a while , Sorry for my weak endeavor to describe the beauty of your smile it's so rare and not even close to compare that was so unfair especially when you're breathing fresh air.
That is not exactly what i feel
Not close enough and real .

You're just like hell !
Hell makes sense in every sentence ,
And you make my life makes sense

Nothing to write about
Nothing so inspiring
Nothing to care about
Not so exciting

You've been in my brain
You were my thoughts again
You putted me in that burning flame
And no one here to blame ..

Take me to somewhere where everything covered in pink
Where the ocean is our capitol
Where the shoreline calls my name whenever the sun rises, and the sky is full of the splattered dots we name them stars ,  take me where the surroundings speak softly away from so far , in that place i surrender my all to you

You were the mirror I used to see myself in

Love is a sweetpain
By the time sweetness disappears
And the pain remains

Let me tell you how you blow my mind and how you always keep me satisfied
And oh please let me tell you how you can make me cry but more enough to make me laugh
Just let me tell you how the bitter in your presence becomes so sweet and not equals to balanced .

Can not  admit
Can not even  think
In you i hear a song
As we go all along
You are the one who used to keep me strong

To embrace and to feel your face
To see your sweet and caring
And your giving and forgiving
To see your love and passion
That what i want to wear and to be my fashion

Love that was in here
Gone for someone else to share
I remember I asked you to swear
That you will always take care
Who ever fooled us and said it was never to late
When all we have to do is to believe in our fate
Who ever fooled us and asked us to wait
When all we can do is to forget