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620 · May 2015
Now and then
"I've never been this in love before"
You say that every time
"This is the most painful heartache I've ever felt"
You say that every time
Maybe you're exaggerating
Maybe you've gone through worse
But that doesn't help you now
because now you're in the middle of it
it's not a sad memory
it's not a faded scar
it's your today, your present, your now
and your now is more painful than all your yesterdays combined
597 · May 2016
Bubble of bliss
I love John, she said, euphemising me to play dead,
I said sure but inside my head I started picturing him in my bed.

Outside the filthiest room I sneakattacked and started to consume,
our lips began to fume and his smile erased the gloom.

Skipped the bread for some red wine, at least it wasnt moonshine,
couldnt walk any further on the line since it felt too ******* fine.

I knew it would be trouble as soon as I got stung by his stubble,
so we formed a brown and grey bubble, made the population double.

I find myself hiding, from all the decorous chiding,
we're foolishly sliding, in our bubble of bliss we're confiding.

Slippin by the sleeping moose, watch the penguins as they snooze,
No need to even zip the ***** since he's the drug I choose to use.

Inhale the scent of his collarbone, entering my safety zone,
watch him while he's getting ******, the smell of ****'s like his cologne.

Catching the sunrise, never knew that it could comprise such a beauty of that size,
but seein' it through his reddish eyes, makes me wanna demise the kingdom down between my thighs,
just give it away to this guy so I can keep on getting surprised by the Castlewood morning skies.
In honor of one of my old lovers.
590 · Nov 2016
Ode to Figaro
Your ears are like black silk
Your tail is long and proud
Your paws are white as milk
Your fur is as fluffy as a cloud

Right foot, left foot, right
Up and down on my chest
By my side all through the night
Helping me to get my rest

Your nose against my cheeks
Wiping away my tears
Side by side for 512 weeks
Companions for over 10 years

Sniffing your neck is comforting
I don't wanna live without that
Without you I will be suffering
Figaro, my beloved cat
My cat just got diagnosed with an illness. He is my entire world, yes I'm a crazy cat lady, and I am completely heartbroken.
587 · Jan 2015
When I walked with you
What is supposed to be a broken heart is only blissful scars
An elysian memory that never can be ruined
Remaining in my mind, bringing hope for future joinings

It took you two seconds to erase a lifetime of affliction
Just a theory about a never ending game
A joyful thought, a jealousy of burnt out flames

Everything is good, everything is nice
No stress, no press, Jah bless
The inspiration that was needed to save me from distress

I can never listen to jazz without hearing you croon
so whenever Coltrane's coming on I have to push repeat
Everything you said was poetry but now your words are obsolete

You weren't lying when you said 'forever' cause in that moment it was true
No matter who will hold my heart, you'll only need to beckon
I'd trade it all to sit on your kitchen sink again, if only for a second

I' never reached what I wanted to reach, but you've reached me
"You're the female version of him, so effervescent and driven"
The finest compliment ever given

We're not those people who get eachother in the end
You can never stick around, but I cannot be upset
You're the improved version of the best man I've ever met

You're the first cherry blossom rain my eyes ever saw
You're the spark that sat fire to the pylontwinge sky
my favorite hello, my most painful good bye
576 · Jan 2015
Supersede
She threw you under the bus
to get the confirmation of his glance
He changed your name to Bovary
to get a taste of false romance

Circulating the marble floor
You waited for his arrival
You never would have guessed
She'd be the most perfidious rival

His hands were in his pockets
As you reached to touch his skin
He was secretly composing
Untroubled by your grin

You were intoxicated by love
He was drunk on ***
You ignored the signs
Of who he would become

At the fields of concrete
He left without a word
You saw him walk through guarded doorways
Perplexed by what occurred

She swallowed your left overs
While you were drowning in distress
They made fun of your appearance
And your feelings they oppressed

All that you have left now
Is a notion of how it should feel
To be completely consumed by somebody
Instead of being the wistful third wheel

She's all he ever wanted
You're everything she's not
Your heart is his to ruin
And he will never stop

Remember if you meet somebody
Who is all you're dreaming of
That you're safe when you are lonely
You are weak when you're in love
568 · Jul 2015
The hand of the man
I reach for your hand
It's glued to your pocket
I gather some strength
Physically
Emotionally
And I pull your hand up
Im holding it tight
But it's just laying still in my grip
Like the hand of a passed out drunk
Like the hand of a cold, dead body
Like the hand of a man who doesn't want to be held
Like the hand of a man who doesn't love you back
546 · Jan 2015
Thirst
You think you swept me off my feet, but I spotted you first
Don't think that you are special, I just need to quench my thirst

You were the least repulsive guy in a bar filled with ****
You don't have to buy me a drink, you just have to make me ***

Let's get out of here, I've already taken care of the tab
Just go with me to my house, I will even pay the cab

You want to hug me and kiss me but I just wanna *****
If sparks fly around us it's not because of you

I'm looking down on you even though you're on top of me
I'm sorry, but tomorrow you'll be as forgotten as can be

Don't whisper nice things in my ear, I don't even wanna hear it
And don't try to cuddle me after, I just wanted you to tear it

You're nothing but flesh to me so don't ask me for my number
Just be happy if I'm nice enough to let you stay and slumber

I might give you another round if you're doing things right
But do not fall in love with me, this is only for one night

If you can't give me satisfaction, if you can not make me shout
You better get up, get dressed and get the **** out
508 · Jan 2016
She
She
She can take the dark out of the night-time and paint the daytime black
506 · Jul 2015
Supersede
She threw you under the bus
to get the confirmation of his glance
He changed your name to Bovary
to get a taste of false romance

Circulating the marble floor
You waited for his arrival
You never would have guessed
She'd be the most perfidious rival

His hands were in his pockets
As you reached to touch his skin
He was secretly composing
Untroubled by your grin

You were intoxicated by love
He was drunk on ***
You ignored the signs
Of who he would become

At the fields of concrete
He left without a word
You saw him walk through guarded doorways
Perplexed by what occurred

She swallowed your left overs
While you were drowning in distress
They made fun of your appearance
And your feelings they oppressed

All that you have left now
Is a notion of how it should feel
To be completely consumed by somebody
Instead of being the wistful third wheel

She's all he ever wanted
You're everything she's not
Your heart is his to ruin
And he will never stop

Remember if you meet somebody
Who is all you're dreaming of
That you're safe when you are lonely
You are weak when you're in love
When your man leaves you for your friend.
411 · May 2016
Crash
As I was running towards
my light in the dark
I realized as the light
got brighter and brighter
that my light
was just a truck
coming at me
my light in the dark...
my light in the dark
You know when you think your love is great and you enjoy life with him/her, only to be so ****** over it feels like they killed you?

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