Neex - Hello Poetry

Neex Jul 2016

Firstly,
*******!

Secondly,
I missed you.

Also,
You're an ***.

It's hard to say.

Well,
I'm happy and sad.

I mean,
Your life is sorted.

But,
You have a girlfriend.

Remember,
I'll always be your best friend.

Except,
I'm not so sure.

I think,
*My heart needs a wake-up call.

So happy about this. Was pretty sure that this collection was in its grave not resting peacefully but I guess it wasn't. Summer just took an interesting turn.

#love #hate #relationship #him #again

Neex Jun 2016

Dear You,

I care,
I do,
I wish I didn't.

It's like you,
You've been dissolved,
Into my skin,
It's an involuntary friendship,
I just can't get rid of you.

Mind you,
This,
This is simply a friendship,
One that tears me down every time,
Yet I want more,
I wish I didn't.

You're sightless,
Ignorant,
Even when I scream,
You're ignorant,
I know this,
Yet I care so much,
I don't want to get rid of you,
I just can't get rid of you.

I care,
I do,
Too much,
Seemingly too little.

Truly,
I care,
I do,
I wish I didn't.

Everything is everywhere right now, I'm working of putting things in the right place but this just won't stay.

#of #friendship #this #you #tired #so #ugh #involuntary

May 2016

Lost

Once Upon a Lie

Once upon a time,
Where I knew that you were mine,
I felt like I could fly,
That our love would never die.

I was so naive,
Thought that you were with me,
But maybe, just maybe,
Your new found love is in your screen.

I felt I had to hide,
Had to run away for the night,
Had to fight or flight,
You made me feel alright.

Nowadays you push me away,
How can you say,
That you want me to stay,
When you make me feel decayed.

I'm tired of staring at my ceiling,
For hours on end just wondering,
Where I went wrong, did I hurt your feelings?
*Maybe I'm doing harm by existing.

#love #friends #lies #sad #sadness #hurt #neglect #friend #despair #naive

Neex Apr 2016

15!

With age,
The excitement seems to fade,
The day of your birth,
Becoming just,*
An ordinary day.

I actually really just want to sleep, feel so weak right now.
May happiness be my only companion for the new year.

#day #my #normal #so #birthday #ugh #finally #15 #ordinary

Neex Apr 2016

|It Is What It Is|

There should be no genres,
Just music.

There should be no discrimination,
Just humans.

It's only difficult,
If you believe that it is.

Your unconscious mind,
Can destroy you,
Build you;
But that is up to* you.

You are what you think,
Things are what you THINK they are.

#life #mystery #what #*** #it #but #is

Neex Apr 2016

The Irony..

Those that love,
Get their hearts broken.

Those that trust,
Get hurt.

Those that have faith,
Get disappointment.

But,
Those that don't get heartbroken,
Those that don't get hurt,
Those that don't get disappointed,
Don't know what is feels like to be truly alive.

I know what it feels like to be truly alive, and every step is worth it.

#trust #faith #alive #hurt #heartbroken #disappointment #irony #truly