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ZL Jun 2014
with sin,
I keep testing my father.

I fear one day

I'll ask for forgiveness,
& He won't bother.
ZL Jun 2014
Somewhere through the absence of positive role models,
love, support, guidance, and dependency
between thirteen schools, ten different homes,
different faces and many places
She lost her way.

But, she found they.
She lost her trust in the world
At the very moment she exploded
Into many different girls
One specialized for every situation
In which she, young & alone, was bravely facing.
ZL Jun 2014
As a child, I had it figured it out.
Until lust grew within me
Sin gave birth and *** came about.

Like a girl coming on her first menstuation,
blood on white sheets.
Or a boy having his first *******,
White fluid cream on dark sheets.

As an adult, I became impure.
Now, I know nothing.
Now, I am no longer sure.
ZL Jun 2014
Bad for my health
Worse for my recovery
I beg you, never let go of me.

The hold of black smoke
Smothers me. I choke
Release me. Heart trapped.

I promise not to relapse.
ZL Jun 2014
With every clumsy person who accidentally looked into my eyes.
ZL Jun 2014
With your cool sunglasses
And skinny pales *****
You sit behind the shade
Sour faces great for lemonade
And judge us all!

I fake drown to see your reaction
Off your high horse you fall
To my satisfaction, you're not a hero
And, to think people look up to you?
You're not even that tall!!
ZL Jun 2014
Drugs impair us
beyond repair
Lowly death
~Vs~ the highs of life
Does not compare
mind likes to travel
Body takes it there
remember this feeling
And for once in forever
Forget to care.
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