y i k e s: Poems

Untitled

y i k e s Feb 2014

Untitled

it's not that i want the attention

i just want to be important.

Untitled

y i k e s Nov 2013

Untitled

you said you don't want to be a sibling anymore

fine, i'll make that one wish come true.

but once i'm gone, don't you dare miss me.

Untitled

y i k e s Nov 2013

Untitled

Thanksgiving*
It's all about families coming together
saying thanks and being happy
right?

Then why am I on the verge of tears
Why am I not even in the mood to finish my dinner
when I've been craving turkey all week?

Why are you calling me out
saying things I didn't do
calling me fat
before I even eat

Why are you treating me like this?
I didn't do anything
to set you off

Why can't we be a picture perfect family

Why do you need to ruin everything.

Untitled

y i k e s Dec 2013

Untitled

Incomplete
Unfinished
Unacceptable
Banished
Abrogated
Repudiated

Untitled

y i k e s Feb 2014

Untitled

im going to drown myself in thoughts you
because the beauty of the human mind is,
i can think about you as much as i want
and not receive a smart comment about how disappointed everyone is
because you have such a foul reputation

and i can sit next to you and mentally undress you

and you'll never know.

what

Untitled

y i k e s Mar 2014

Untitled

do you ever wonder
what your life now would be like
through the eyes of the person
you once were?

Untitled

y i k e s Apr 2014

Untitled

thoughts: gone
mind: blank
feet: pain
hands: shaking

you: here

i have no idea

#10w

Untitled

y i k e s Oct 2014

Untitled

****

you

Untitled

y i k e s May 2015

Untitled

you saved me in my darkest hour

i love you

vanishing act.

y i k e s Sep 2015

vanishing act.

You disappeared

and he is here

however
he is also here

and so is he

... and so is he.

but none of them compare to You.

Want

y i k e s Nov 2013

Want

I want to be wanted
I want to be looked at and have someone say "that's her" with a remarkable grin on their face
Don't tell me it's not important, or that being wanted isn't needed
Because it's something I need
Just for once, I want to feel loved
Just for once, I want to be needed
Just for once, I want someone to want me

Wants and Wishes

y i k e s Nov 2013

Wants and Wishes

i want so badly to
reach out to you
to touch you
to hold you
to kiss you
to cry into you
to confide into you
to yell at you
to hate you
to wish you dead
to wish you back
to wish for you at all

but most of all
i want you to wish for me
to acknowledge me
to know more than just my name, or my appearance
because i know they're not much

i just want them to mean something to you.
so you can mean something to me

Waves

y i k e s May 2014

Waves

next time

the waves come to shore,

i'll let them crash over me,

and bring me to shore

because just like a message in a bottle,

my body holds calls for help

Weather Controller (10w)

y i k e s Apr 2014

Weather Controller (10w)

without trying,

you make

rainy days

turn into

sunny days

#love #10w #sunshine

Welcome Home, Sis.

y i k e s Mar 2014

Welcome Home, Sis.

laughter echos through the air
smiles grow along their faces
their hearts filled with glee
and their blood rushing, just a bit faster

pacing and pacing, their feet pick up
laughing as their walking -no- more like rushing
to their destination

this new-found glee that is rushing through them is abnormal
usually dinner is just
a
bit
quiet

now it's filled with laughter and uplifting amounts of joy
the dogs bark a bit louder
the bird chirps more often
the cat's meow is more high-pitched
and the wind blows a bit weaker

however,
laughter is not echoing throughout the air that surrounds me
smiles are not growing along my face
my heart is not filled with glee

and it's all because everyone is only happy
when
you're
around.

:)

'we were fated to pretend'

y i k e s Apr 2014

'we were fated to pretend'

even with the music blaring

all i think of is you

you ruined mgmt for me

ha wow i forgot is

i hate myself

yeah i fixed it

#love #music #you #mgmtreference

What a Chain of Events...

y i k e s Mar 2014

What a Chain of Events...

I'm caught in a trap
a spiderweb
in quicksand

I've find myself in a conundrum that i can't seem to escape
a quagmire
a vortex
an issue

And in the end,
regardless of what happens
I'll make the wrong decision

And I'll end up in an even larger pit of quick sand
an even worse vortex
which I won't be able to escape

what point am i even trying to make here

What Once Was Never Was.

y i k e s Mar 2014

What Once Was Never Was.

grab me a shovel so i can dig a hole
six feet deep
and six feet wide

i'll live with the bugs
and trade stories about how we once were so close
to being successful

and how i once had a chance
to become something great

deep down, i'll rot in a box
that holds the memories of what i once was;

a budding seed with so may chances at being successful

What's Writer's Block?

y i k e s Feb 2014

What's Writer's Block?

all i want to do is be able to write a good poem

but i can't find the words to piece together

to form a flow of words

that actually goes well together

Who Are We Really?

y i k e s Feb 2016

Who Are We Really?

Who are we really?

We're all human beings on the outside, covered in flesh and filled with blood

But beyond that,

Who are we really?

Are we good?
What is good?

Are we bad?
What is bad?

We're living, but are we actually a l i v e ?
What does alive mean, actually?

We're all breathing,
But what does that mean?

Deep down, inside
Who are we really?

A collection of recent thoughts

#alive #thoughts #questions #breathing

who are y o u ?

y i k e s Feb 2015

who are y o u ?

are you too shy to talk?

or

too shy to tell me to go away?

Who Do I Think I Am?

y i k e s Jun 2014

Who Do I Think I Am?

i took a risk

                                      which i really regret

who was i to think

                                     that i actually could be strong

and now as the walls of reality crash down upon me


                                      i realize that i am not strong

nor valiant

                                        i am weak

and fragile

                                     i am worth no more dead

than alive

#reality #strong #risks

Wild Things.

y i k e s Apr 2014

Wild Things.

do you know where the wild things go?

they hide inside

playing with fire

ensuring that every mistake they make

        leaves

                      a

                              mark.

yay for being half asleep

with or without (10w)

y i k e s Dec 2014

with or without (10w)

the sun will always rise

tomorrow

with or without

you

but that does not mean

i will rise

with it

#10w

With You.

y i k e s Mar 2014

With You.

i want to spend cold winters and hot summers with you

i want to spend my happy and sad days with you

i want to spend my forever with you.

idk i found this in my drafts

Won't You?

y i k e s Mar 2014

Won't You?

star light
star bright
won't you come out today?

star light
star bright
won't you become my tonight?

i tried to use overused lines into a nice poem, but it didnt work out

Wrap Your Arms Around Me.

y i k e s Mar 2014

Wrap Your Arms Around Me.

laying in your arms is like home for me

comfortable and safe

emotions run wild

i feel like crying for a while

because your arms are a place of solitude for me

and they're the only place

i want to be

Wrong Move, Buddy.

y i k e s Mar 2014

Wrong Move, Buddy.

don't hop off the ride before it's over

the ground isn't ready to support you

it may give way, and you'll be forgotten

among all the others that left too early

someone unfollowed me
i'm offended

y/o/u

y i k e s Feb 2015

y/o/u

i love you
i love you
i love you

i hate you
i hate you
i hate you
i hate you

i need you
i need you
i need you
i need you

i miss you

i miss you

please come back

You

y i k e s Jan 2014

You

you                    you             you you you you          you                           you
you                    you             you                you          you                           you
you                    you             you                you          you                           you
you                    you             you                you          you                           you
you                    you            you                you          you                           you
    you                you            you                you          you                           you
            you you                   you                you          you                           you
              you                         you                 you          you                           you
              you                         you                 you          you                           you
              you                         you                 you          you                           you
              you                         you  you you you          you  you  you  you  you

idk

You and Me... How Wonderful Does That Sound?

y i k e s Apr 2014

You and Me... How Wonderful Does That Sound?

i want nothing more than

for your soft hands to cup my face ever so gently

and for

your lips to touch my lips

in this overly extravagant fashion where

butterflies fly out my stomach

and flowers bloom around us

because i want to bring new beginnings to life

and i want you.

this was inspired from a tumblr post
Link: http://florelgreen.tumblr.com/post/70748016753/youre-really-cute-and-its-ruining-my-life-because

#love #kiss #want #lust #him #you #kissing

You Are...

y i k e s Nov 2013

You Are...

You're a disobedient dog.
You never listen and do whatever you want
despite the consequence
because frankly, you don't care

You're a ticking time bomb
one day
you'll explode
and erupt in a field of ashes
tiny embers being the last remains of yourself

You're a daisy
so eloquent and innocence
but of course, everyone picks a daisy,
taking it away from it's home.

You're me.
and i am you
and we both hate
each other.

you & i both

y i k e s Dec 2014

you & i both

i just want you to notice that i'm hurting

                      t

                                        o

                                                            o

please open your eyes

#hurting

You Lied.

y i k e s Nov 2015

You Lied.

you said

                       all good things take time

                                                                      and everything would work out

                                                                                              you said

                                                  you would never leave

                 and we would work it all out

you said

                              i was strong enough to go on

                                                                                     and i could do it alone

you lied.

You're my 2am Feeling

y i k e s Jun 2014

You're my 2am Feeling

here's a poem
for that 2 am feeling

that leaves you in bed
with all your covers on
along with those hot flashes
that cut deep
and sting hard
leaving you without an aspiration in the world

#morning

You're My Shine.

y i k e s Dec 2013

You're My Shine.

To me, you're a night star.
Because even when it gets dark, you're there shining
Reminding me that life is everywhere.
And even when I feel alone, life is all around me
And that I should keep going, because you're still shining.

Alex<3

Your Favorite Game.

y i k e s Nov 2013

Your Favorite Game.

i haven't regretted a word i said to you in that last month
not even how i'm happy you're leaving
or that i won't miss you
or that it's by far the best birthday gift you ever gave me
you and i both knew we meant every word

now that you're gone
you can say you miss me as much as you want
i'll only say it back to seem polite
but, i see through your legerdemain
you're not that smart

i don't care if you're homesick,

i'm sick of you.
i'm sick of your constant screaming
i'm sick of your face.
i'm sick of your whining
i'm sick of you being so self-centered
i'm sick of you making me hate myself even more
i'm sick of you belittling my every move

'what's that on your arm?'

so don't bother playing the sisterly love game
i'm not going to be player two.

it's a good thing you loved that sims game i couldn't play so much
it was a one player game.

— The End —