Destiny Fleming

Destiny Fleming Oct 2015

Cloud

I don't know
what your love is.

Is it the words you slurred
while a bottle trembled
within your hand?

Did it make you feel
As if you were holding
the ideas of freedom?
But what God would
****** away the hope
nested inside of
my heart?
The hope I had to see you shine.

A God of heartbreak.
A God of loneliness.
A God who seeks revenge.

A God I watched you
pray to when happiness
made a home
inside of white capsules...
And you left me with
hopelessness. -DDF

#suicide #depression #sadness #self-harm

Destiny Fleming Oct 2015

Inward Martian

He continued to gaze at the skies with alien experiences
And
He heard unprejudiced reception from
an
Unknown
World
-DDF

SO PROUD OF THISSSSSSS

#dark #sky #celestial #alien #aliens #outwardexperience

Destiny Fleming Oct 2015

Teenage Wasteland

Two individuals …
One love.
A love for the works,
and the creations from a
society of censorship.

But what's to love here?

-DDF

#depression #sadness #grunge #teenage

Oct 2015

Isabelle

I Don't Write Anymore

I thought,
Maybe I only wrote when I was in love.
But you see,
I still am.
It's just now he's gone,
And I can't seem to find those beautiful words anymore.

Destiny Fleming Oct 2015

Over-rated (More ramblings, non-edited)

Run run run run run run.
Thoughts thoughts thoughts

Take me away.

Help help help help help

Wake up, wake me up.

Savesavesavesavesave me.

I’m drowning,
Aren’t I?

I’m dying*

God, I think I’m dying.

But I can still feel the blood in my veins,
The air in my lungs.

Remind yourself, Destiny,

“You are alive.”

But…I don’t think I am.

The scars on my wrists tell me a different story
than my heart.

I’m leaving, I need to go.
I need to find my home.

I need help. I need saved. I need happiness.

I NEED HELP. -DDF

GOD GOD GOD GOD GOD GOD.

#depression #sadness

Destiny Fleming Oct 2015

Ramblings of a Mad Man (No, seriously, I was rambling. This poem is NOT edited.)

I will never have you.
The thought that hosts
my life,
even without a tip.

Maybe I should be content with myself,
But I know I can’t think of my life
without your smile rushing in.

Why can’t you be mine?
I know I should be happy with someone else;
but I can’t live a day without seeing your face.

Look at me, won’t you?
You’re mine. *Mine.
But… you’re not.

I want to feel your kiss.
the pressure of love on
my hips.

Can you put your arms around me?
Can you be mine?
I will never have you, will I?

Look. At. Me.

I'm a fool for you, and you can’t even see it.
You’re not happy with her, I know you.
I know she’s not what you want.

We grew up as one,
but have now since separated as two.

Oh ****,
I think I’m in love with you. -DDF

I was seriously rambling to myself. Like, I'm having such a hard time with this. I can't deal with myself right now, have mercy.

#heartbreak #sad #sadness #happy #heartbroken #teenage

Destiny Fleming Oct 2015

Laughing With Satan

Laughing With Satan

You wore the sun as if it were nothing but a necklace.

Is that why you could no longer sleep?

I could smell your stale dreams hanging off of your skin.

An unwanted aroma for any woman.

It was stars captured in a jar,
the smell of their rotting corpses.

They died with your regret drowning everyone of their breaths.

You couldn’t dream,
So you made them do it for you.

Lighter and lighter the dreams became,
until you could no longer see their bright flame.

But it wasn’t seeing dreams that bothered you, was it?

No, it was the thought of not seeing him inside of your
head anymore. -DDF

#sad #dreams #stars #insomnia #midnight #nights