On Saturday October 20th, there's a WWE Live Show in Portland, and I can't wait to go and see it.
There are some many things I'm excited about for Saturday, but due to the internet on this guest computer being slow, I have to hurry.
The normal 20 minutes has turned into 11 minutes as of now, so I need to get these thoughts out a bit more quickly than usually.
Alright, let me start with this is the second WWE Live Show I've been two in the last year.
The last one I went to, was only in July, only two and a half or so months ago.
And that show was so much fun, that my PaPou K said for me to tell him when WWE came back to Maine, and I did.
I didn't think we would be able to go to this show, as we were still living in the condo, and were waiting for our mobile home to come.
However, my Mom told me to come downstairs a couple mornings later, and I had no idea what she wanted.
She told me something about my money, and I didn't really care, because I thought the money was gonna go to our mobile home.
She asked me if I wanted to know the reason, and I said sure, then she told me the news.
PaPou K had bought us two front row seats to the show!
I talked to him about it later, and he said he got us seats 1 and 2 in the aisle!
As soon as, Mom told me this, I knew that meant I was gonna be able to touch hands with wrestlers, and see them up close.
The thought of doing this filled me with so much excitement.
I only have 5 more minutes, so I have to make this quick.
Let's fast forward to yesterday, when I found out more about this Saturday.
PaPou K had actually purchased the Walk The Aisle VIP Experience!
Now, I don't know exactly what this all means, though I've read the confirmation email.
Due to needing details and directions, I think I may be a little confused until Saturday, but I still can't wait.
I mean, the things this comes with!
I just don't really understand what the Walk The Aisle ringside photo Opportunity is, exactly.
All I know is after that, someone will direct PaPou K and I to our seats.
(PaPou is grandfather in Greek, by the way. And the K stands for our last name. Just in case, anyone got confused by that lol)
Alright, all I can say is I'm very excited, and I can't wait for Saturday to get here.
I gotta get off, and I'm sure I only got a minute or so left.
I just wanted to get this all out here, so I was able to think of other things.
I'm just estatic, and can't for to get there for 5:30 on Saturday afternoon.
Alright, I gotta go now.
I'll see you tomorrow, bye!

I hate having to constantly do this, but I have no other choice.
There are things I need to get done, and this is the only way for me to do them.
I’m very serious about my Japanese, my WWE Raw and Smackdown Live Live Reactions, etc.
The etc. is for the reviews on do my Tumblr  before and after WWE Pay Per Views.
Right now, I’m rewatching the latest Pay Per View, so I can get my Tumblr review done.
I’m literally watching it again at a cubby, and writing down everything, to type it later.
You know, type it once I’m done writing everything down.
I’m doing this, because if I type it up while watching at home, I’ll get distracted.
This is just the easiest way for me to do it.
However, that’s taking more time than I thought.
Also, I need to have this done by next Thursday, so I can get my pre WWE Evolution post up.
And tomorrow, I’m going to WWE Live Show in Portland, so I can come here again.
Also, I’m going to work on my Japanese in my room on Sunday, so I’ll have to stop till Monday.
That means, until I get this done, I have to limit what I do w/ my online time here at the library.
So, I have to save some time to go upstairs and practice my Japanese, as that’s important to me.
I’m set on learning this language, and I’m getting good at recognizing different characters.
However, that means I have to stop going on here until I’m done.
I know, many people don’t even read my posts that I do on here, but maybe one person does.
Anyway, I mainly do this for me, because I love to write, and get my thoughts out.
I just can’t do that, at least, not until WWE Evolution is done.
So, I won’t be back on for 20 minutes on Monday.
I probably won’t be back on here until week after next, probably.
However, I’ll have plenty of thoughts in my head when I get back, and I’ll write them all.
Also, I’m writing this on my phone, because someone was using the 20 minute guest one.
So, until I can get back on here.
I’ll see you later, bye!

Fire fire fire
first house fire suprisinlgly NOT Josh
nobody was using it WOW
WWE to GOD not really but.......
WWE to the future and FIRE ***

Like some goofy lisp.  
Like left over from Surrey to Essex.
Lycan, Omish, with some Roudy Rawdy Piper.
Like a WWE event, no ropes in the ring and a whole
bunch of cheerios.  
It sounded like chweer wee ohs.  
I got England to laugh out loud.
We were all laying on the floor hoping
fuhat bassthard would gooh on a diet.
Like Van Gogh and his buddy whats his...
knuck knuck.  Painting pictures of Marshall
Islanders for a vote or veto.  Paul Goin and Vincent
Van Gogh sharing a lisp.  
Sthounds like..... Ah gawd!  
Shut up you sobbing limp noodle.
Try writing something we all can laugh at.

Humor me Socrates with Albert Einstein.  
E equals MC squared.  
One part energy, a mass constantly squared.  
Cheerio old chaps.

Aries are usually more concerned with their own situations than of those around them
this doesn't mean they don't care
it means they are so intrigued with what surrounds them that they can't be bothered about anything else
i love this about you
so many words
so many thoughts that are expressed through pictures and poems and WWE smack downs in the living room
all of it is real life and so breathtaking and genuine
it makes me sit back and marvel at what a deep deep breath of fresh air you are to the world
and i love you for that.

I hate getting up early, and normally, will do whatever I can to avoid it.
However, I prefer to watch the WWE Pay Per Views live, rather than, watching the replays of it.
So, in order to watch the Super Show-Down Pay Per View on Saturday, I have to wake up by four in the morning.
Why?
So I can be ready and awake for when it starts at 5 am.
I don't know whether I'm gonna record my live reaction to it or not, yet.
I still haven't decided, but I might, it depends.
I do know that I wanna watch it when it's live and actually happening.
And because of this, I need to just deal with the fact that I don't really get to sleep on Saturday.
After that, I go on Tumblr and write my review on each match, then the whole Pay Per View as a whole.
I'm not really looking forward to being up at that time, but I love WWE, so I'll do it.
Besides, it's only on at 5 am because the Super Show-Down is taking place in Melbourne, Australia.
I'm just relying on the fact that some matches and people that I really wanna see are gonna be there for this.
Wow, this was a very short post.
I guess I don't have many thoughts regarding this topic.
Because I wrote them all down in the post I just made on my Tumblr regarding all my thoughts, wishes, concerns, & predictions.
So I may either just be done until tomorrow, or I'll write something else.
In case I'm done, thanks to anyone who for some reason likes my posts.
And also, in case I don't write another one after this.
See you tomorrow, bye!

Our appearance said we are intelligent
and our attitude applauded more.
Yes,that is extremely unprecise.
Now is the hour for action.
Pick pencil,pen and paper
that we may know the Lionel Messi
that will have the golden boot.

You thought you are the Shakespeare
or the John Dalton of  science,
Your hand must tell.
You must be like Trajon.
If you made pillow and bed
your best friends,
do you think you are the one
to get the pin inside a deep blue sea?

Answers won't fall like manna,
unless you seek it earlier.

We all are not unintelligent.
But that alone can't give success.
For success is determination
and determination is success.
The need to be as determined as WWE Taker
is necessary for the being first.
If any question is
hard nut to crack,
we too must be as stubborn as ram.

Among the billions of us,one is require.
Then,the rest will kiss the ground.
Display your talent
for even when you fail
"a bull will be given to you".

First of all, let me just say, I'm in love with where I live now.
I mean, I didn't know I would love living in a mobile home, but I do.
I've only been there since about an hour after leaving the library last night, but I still love it, regardless.
Knowing that it's my home, for the rest of my life, makes me happy.
Our kitty is adjusting to it quicker than we thought he would.
At least, we thought so, until he started meowing at around 5 or 6 this morning.
He's still a little scared, but he's definitely doing better than he did at the condo, which is awesome.
Also, can I just say how my I love my new room?
I mean, I haven't even put all my stuff in it yet, and my clothes still need to be washed, and the desk needs to be fixed a bit.
However, when all of that is done, and my room is complete, it will be amazing!
I can't wait to see how my keyboard looks against the wall.
I can't wait to start working on my Korean and Japanese at computer, when I can't do it here, due to a reason I'll discuss in a minute.
First, let me just finish saying how much I love how things are picking up.
I mean, I slept in my new room last night, on my bed, and I was happy.
Now, I'm using an old bed from the old house, until I get my new one, but I grabbed a pillow and my new blanket, and slept.
The bed is comfortable, way more than the air mattress, I must say.
I mean, I didn't mind sleeping on the air mattress, but after it deflated, it was extremely hard to get comfortable.
And last night, was the most comfortable I've been in almost three or four days, which is nice.
I only woke up a couple times, for random reasons, but finally woke up officially about ten or fifteen minutes before my alarm.
You know, the alarm that lets me know I need to wake up so I can get here by eleven or so.
Well, I got here at twelve something, but that's alright.
I still was able to do the things I need to do.
Anyway, I'm happy with my new room, and my new home.
Now, it's time to get down with what I have to switch up on around here.
Due to needing to work on memorization and speaking when it comes to Japanese and Hiragana, I need to be able to speak.
Now, since I have to be quiet at the library, I may need to work around that for a while.
And this week, I have an excuse to.
The time I usually spent working on Japanese while here, is going to be spent writing my Tumblr review on the WWE Pay Per View.
You know, the one that was supposed to be done last week?
Well, since what I typed up didn't get saved, I have to do it all over again.
And since, I didn't get it all typed up in time anyway, I think that's okay.
That means, while I'm here, I'm going to watch and write the way I wanted to do it.
Then, when all the writing is over, and I've finished watching the Pay Per View again, I'll type it all up on my Tumblr, and post it.
Tomorrow, I have to make sure I'm sitting outside by 3, so I can watch the first episode of NXT UK, which is on the WWE Network.
I can't wait, so until I have all the writing down, that's what I'm gonna be doing instead of Japanese.
Not the NXT UK, the writing up my review of WWE Super Show-Down.
I'm determined to have it down before the first ever all women's Pay Per View WWE Evolution next Sunday.
Alright, I have to go, I only have a minute left.
That's all I wanted to say, now I'm gonna go outside.
See you tomorrow, bye!

you make lists in your head / about what you want in a lover, like
brown hair and a sweet voice / a sharp minds and soft heart, a sense of humour that actually makes you laugh
this and that.

it's all *******

because people are not and can not be lists / I've always wanted to be the person who made someone realize this / I want to come across someone with a list in their head this is nothing like what I am, and I want to show them / what they didn't even know they wanted and what they were looking for.

Nobody knows what they're looking for, and if they say they do,
they're only fooling themselves / Wwe don't know what we want / until it's right in front of us.

Can you imagin the one who saved us
The one who cares
He holds us in his hands
He remembers everything about us
He's there whenwe sleep and hold our bears
When we cry those awful tears
We recall the pain and anguish
But wwe recall none of the joy and happiness
Where is our love
Why is it covered by hate

only because northern ireland was originally liverpool.*

yeah... i’m an anglo-slav,
he’s an afro-saxon and that guy is a fairy
with clover petals for wings -
watch him fluster and flatter cheeks turning green into pink!
well, nothing really educational in essex,
just a barge of the usual escapees from middle class opinions,
esp. escaping opinions as if onion tears
of the integrating migrants who flawed the first rule:
your father purposively forgot your mother’s tongue
(but your mother kept it for the earth
and her hope for you to till it),
you’re ******* with a body and no soul:
the irish fairy countered interrupting me -
i kept my gaelic in speaking english drunk, *******!
that’s a trinity that i see.
and i saw it, spoken across new england and washington state
(hey, price up the ***** liquor of thieving a sympathy,
i wasn’t going to be nice writing poetry,
still me, the remnant of the masculine root liking rugby
and the diminishing psychologies of the players
of the losing team - watch them applaud loss
rather than sing victory prior without listening to
a wwe fake warrior entry music they boggled up with dr. dre’s venture
into # therearenomotivationalspeakersinthenationalanthem).
i kept my masculinity watchings the sports
just so i could write poetry and not womanise -
now the escorts and arias i hear you claim?
no... finding nemo, frozen, brave,
no arias and escorts, just enough morals for enough of
horn inches and cartoon coloured shoes.

Hey cold gray decrepit wall , paint me a pretty picture this morning because I'm too 'unstable' to be let out ..
Draw purple sunsets and seagulls flying away because I'm to'combative ' to be walking about ...
Good morning minimum wage , mad at the way the creek flows orderly , keeping the peace in the psychiatric world , strong arming sweet people to consume their numbing drugs , walking around like your in the WWE ,  NFL or something ...
Drink machine doctors , twenty second physicals for a thousand bucks , not even looking up with an apparent hundred percent hearing loss when your patients happen to speak up !
Good day Nurse Loser with zero patience , handed out drugs like your poisoning the hogs .. Now that I'm gone I wish you all the worst , I hope you find a Gaboon Viper hiding in your purse ..
Hello kitchen staff , how could I forget , how much sugar does it take to sweeten dog **** ? Trapped in a room with food a rat would refuse to eat .. Standing indignant by your slop like your a Food Channel cooking queen !!

Since I wasn't able to get here for two days, I had to spend a lot of time writing notes on my how to write Japanese book.
Literally, the only reason why I stopped, is because there are some things I need, that are at the condo, since I didn't know I'd need them.
Well, at least, I was finally able to get here, I was starting to think I would have to wait until Monday.
Therapy kept me from here on Wednesday, the rain on Thursday, and contractors at my family's new mobile home yesterday.
Today, I was finally able to come here right when the library opened, and I'm staying until the 120 minutes on the upstairs computer are up.
Of course, I'll go up there after I've had my lunch, which I'll have after the 20 minutes on the guest computer that I'm on now is over.
I have things I need to do, but I need the WWE Network to do it, so I can't, which stinks.
What also stinks, is that I was going to continue with the Tumblr review yesterday, but since I forgot to save the draft, I lost everything.
Now, I have to watch the entire Pay Per View all over again, so I can do it the way I wanna do it.
And I'll either do that today or tomorrow, depending on what's going with my family's new mobile home.
My room is just getting it's second coat done today, then my room will be ready for me to move in, once it dries.
Seriously, I can't wait until Monday, when I finally get to be in my new room, and sleep in an actual bed.
Because, funny enough, the air mattress that I've been sleeping on in my room in the condo, deflated a few days ago.
And because of a hole that I can't find yet, every time I put air into it, it deflates not even a few hours later, so I gave up on that.
Now, with only a couple more days to go, I'm having trouble sleeping on the floor, because it's suddenly become uncomfortable.
However, I don't wanna pull out my purple chair thing, because there's only a few more days to go, and I wanna come out on top.
So, all I can do is try to get comfortable, and hope I can sleep the next few days.
Because, I woke up early this morning, and was finally able to get back to sleep, only for my alarm to wake me an hour later.
Why?
Because it was time for me to wake up and get ready to come here for when the library opened at 9:30.
Well, I was five minutes late, but that's okay, because I was still able to come in here and make up for lost time.
I'll have to stay for a while either Tuesday or Wednesday, because I don't think I'm gonna be able to come Monday, due to moving.
Since I'm moving into the mobile home, and my family will be moving in to, I might not be able to get a ride.
If I can, then I will, if not, then I'll have to wait a few more days, then make up for even more time lost.
However, I might not be able to come on Wednesdays anymore, which will really confuse the life out of my.
WWE NXT UK is starting on Wednesday at 3pm, and since I've started watching WWE NXT every Wednesday night, I will watch.
So, now I have to figure out if I should just come earlier, or what I'm supposed to do.
Well, I'll figure it all out at some point.
Now, there's only five minutes left, so it's time for me to finish up here, and hope the rain has let up so I can get.
Alright, I'll figure out how to get done all the stuff I need to get done.
Until then, good luck to me.
And, until I'm able to come back again, bye!

Time is irrelevant
You've been gone for one year now and that seems almost impossible
How can one year be out of the way when our love is still in my brain
It's almost insane
I thought love lived forever
But forever seems to be nonexistent
How could I let you die when you wouldn't let me die
You jump I jump remember?
You said love could overcome anything
I guess that didn't include demons
My feelings are overwhelming
Come back to me
Since you've left I've only had half of me
I feel my heart slowly being ripped away from my chest
I did my best
But my best wasn't good enough
You deserved better
They always deserve better
I wonder if your parents have come to terms
I bet it still burns
Knowing they turned away when they found out you were gay
You turned to me and I ran away
Dark thoughts can be scary
Especially when the one you love has darker ones
I could have been your light
But I chose to fade away
All you needed was a single glimpse of hope
But it became depleted
You probably felt defeated
And I just left you bleeding
I hate myself
This was not supposed to happen
We should have gotten better together
Kai I love you more than anything
This is my tribute to you
To the girl with long brown hair and green eyes
Tan skin and small thighs
The girl who wanted to grow into a woman
The one who played soccer and the violin
The one who liked pizza more than me and the WWE
The girl with a big smile and bigger heart
The one who loved me from the start
Who craved acceptance
Who got crushed by people's hatred
If only they knew like I did
They would have seen how special you were
They wouldn't have treated you like that
This is for the girl who loved me when I couldn't love myself
This isn't how it's supposed to be
In loving memory

I'm not in the Olympics, or the WWE
Yet I fight my demons with each breath, daily
Sometimes I lose, I'm knocked out, I'm outdone
Sometimes I win, I can pretend life is fun
I wonder if I can ever tap out and leave,
If there's so much more that I can hope to achieve
Is it courage I'm seeking, or how to let go?
If there's an end to this, I guess I'll finally know.