"fisrt" poems
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turely wulod wnat to witre ye a ncie peom
but i cnnaot seem to get tehse wrods rghit
ye see all my letrets are so mxied up
resmelbin' excat wath be on my mnid
tho smeowehre i hvae hared taht wehn ineded
the fisrt 'n' the lsat lteter rhgilty palced
one salhl be albe to msaetr 'n' raed
wrdos rhgit in the eaxct crorcet odrer
ye see i srue am not taht wreid at all
tho at laset not mroe tahn any one can
wahtveer uopn to, or waht we slahl
jsut nveer be of toshe rdaey to ban
wihcveer ye siltl do not udnrtaensd
do not be of tsohe be jgudin' the man
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..lvoe alawys...
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عرفان بن يوسف © AH 04/03/1439
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Nov 24, 2017
Nov 24, 2017 at 9:11 AM UTC
When you are blushing and hiding yourself, your beauty is reflected by your thin dress.
you are bowing down your eyes, and my heart is beating .
your eyes are like lake in which i want to sink .
your lips like leaf of rose.
you are not less than moon , like everyone want to see moon , like that i want to see you again and again.
by coming in my arms and let remove the veneer of shyness
Get so immersed in me that one body is two lives.
I want to behold you every moment, do not blink my eyes, let me see your such a spirit
May 20, 2020
May 20, 2020 at 3:50 AM UTC
I probably don't remember everything
about my first day in college
or the fisrt time that we met
sometimes i even forget
the date my birth is celebrated
.
but for that day i rember everything
from your low heel black strap shoes
sounding the beat everytime your
feet touched the ground
as you walked towards me
and there was the glowing white
emanating from your blouse
the matching was impecable
and although
they call me color blind
but even then i saw it
.
then there was your voice
soft and articulate in speech
yet still firm and stern
accompanied by a contageous laughter
.
at first i thought you
were about to cry
that was when i noticed
that natural glitter in your eyes
you had just plaited your hair
it was sprayed and shiny
holding to a pony behind
.
thats when u spoke to me
then i kept saying "ati"
not because you were unclear
but the sound of your voice
was so soothing and comforting
somewhere between opera singing
and a choral verse recital
.
you were still a young girl
but thats when your wings grew
somewhere the july cold
and you flew away from us
we still miss you every august
.
i wish you were here to see
how she has grown since
she nolonger plays with small
dolls like she used to
but i know you are looking
from up above you see us
alot has happend between
and some day i will tell you all about it.
She talks about you sometimes
but i am still unable to explain it all
i dont know if she will understand
i even dont know what to tell her
but if you were here
you would know exactly what to tell her
like you she is perfect
.
sometimes i cry alone
and preffer to be left alone
not because i like being alone
but because its easier
to immagine by myself
what you would do or say in such situations.
fly safe my friend.
and keep passing by
dont be gone too long.
Jul 14, 2015
Jul 14, 2015 at 6:56 PM UTC
a death
a father
a husband
and a hard worker
his name
-chad-
a smile on his face
what would he say
would he say move on
or its ok
would he be prode
or sadly disdoponted
i miss this man named
-chad-
he was and is my father
not by blood but by choice
the memories my mind holds
to presuse to count
my first rabbit
man that was amazing
and the fisrt time i called him dad
i recall the look in his eyes
i want my dad this is a issue as a death of a dad means no dad but in dreams or in thoughts.
i miss him R.I.P. chad
can i wake up now?
Dec 16, 2014
Dec 16, 2014 at 1:01 AM UTC
My room is neat nothing out of place...
But my bed has another tale to tell,
White pillows with dark smudges
Sheets and blankets in a twist
.
Our clothes mingle on the floor just as our breath did before.
An arm draped here, a leg there, my skin burns with the heat of yours.
Is this how it feels to hope?
I'm not sure if you woke up first and decide to stay
Or I am up Fisrt to start my day.
Nov 3, 2015
Nov 3, 2015 at 9:32 AM UTC
my left arm
is that time i didn't ask
if you were okay
my left leg
is that fisrt time
i changed for the worse
my right leg
is that time I cried to you
and it broke you apart
my stomach
is the last time
i spoke to you
did i say that i love you?
my marks
are for the time
i wasn't awake
when you were dying
i'm marked with fault
i didn't do enough to save you
Sep 20, 2013
Sep 20, 2013 at 7:04 PM UTC
I want to hold on
To this small little light it is so crazy to see
Something so small something so bright
I'm filled with wonder hope and relinquish myself to a few little rays that have started to shine once again
But my feet are still unsteady
I still wobble when I walk
I am not yet ready
To walk with you behind me because I can't even walk alone
I need to be able to take my steps without you holding my hand that way if you ever go
I'll be already gone
Walkin on my own headed into the dawn long before you ever get the chance
To say good bye
I'm not sure I believe in love anymore
The last one left me sore
So please don't blame me for I don't want to hurt you
Nor do I want to hurt myself
So let me wobble and toddle about
Maybe someday I'll feel without doubt
Oct 15, 2015
Oct 15, 2015 at 2:39 AM UTC
LOVE is a strong word and soft that many confuse some understand and few have unveiled its inner secrets,
I am counted in the ones that seek it and long to possess it.
Love is seeing through an imperfect person and still find her adorable but what is it that bewitched me the very fisrt time that I look into your eyes?
What is it that makes me reach the stars when I hold you tight?
What is it that sprinkles my heart with butterflies when I see you smile?.
Is it love? Passion? Or some magical force that I don't seem to recognize?.
We are like two stars dancing in the depths of the universe attracting each other by an immortal power that grows stronger in the depth of our souls,look how two stars dance in the depth of the universe!,my lips and yours dancing triggering a supernova in the depths of the universe.
Feel how my lips touch yours daringly risking it all,risking it all,risking my soul,by the time you read this my souls maybe already half yours.
Jul 20, 2015
Jul 20, 2015 at 8:19 PM UTC