"burbon" poems
"To the Afterlife; whether or not it exists!"
"I disbelieve in the concept of an 'Afterlife.'"
"Well, what if there's excellent ***** in the Afterlife?"
"In that case: motherfuckin' Sold!"
Sep 14, 2013
Sep 14, 2013 at 3:51 PM UTC
Vibes caught
static between
snares
hips swinging
searching for music
that played their truth.
The bass line
wasn’t just music
it was breath
pulling ribs apart
to let
the rhythm in
Fingers slid down
necks like frets
pressing
into chords
that hummed notes
down thighs
in time
Wanting
too blow
saxophones
Spitting all over
the reed
Jazz
isn’t something
you hear
it’s something
that happens
to you
cymbal crashed
piano keys
Play confessions
no hymn
would dare too
black and white blending
spilled burbon over
smoke-stained wood
Feet tapping
out codes no one
else could decipher
syncopated riff
breaking patterns
breaking rules
The off beat
gospel you
couldn’t write down.
The room
swayed with them
walls leaning in
leaning closer
to the crescendo
the saxophone
came in
it was a third hand
tracing lines
down spines
nobody dared
to blow before.
This is jazz:
argument
turned
foreplay
rough pull
dissonance
before harmony
slips in
like a satin sheets
you weren’t ready for.
Hands hit bodies
like drumsticks
slap rolling
inhale percussion
moaning muted horn solo
They weren’t just
feeling the music;
they were
becoming it
beating out solos
on each other’s skin.
The sweat smelled
like vinyl records
warm grooves
pressed
into the air
spinning
slow spins
catching sparks
needle skating over scars
was a minor chord
that somehow
still felt major.
learning
how to recognize itself.
Passion spilling out
her mouth
scotch over his
mahogany wood
The rimshot
of her sigh
Improvision
improvisation
of his kiss
Scatting sound
echoing
from lips
His horn
hit her high note
one that split
the room in half
she leaned closer
saying
“Do you hear that?”
But he wasn’t listening
to the music anymore.
He was listening
to her pulse
that slick
heartbeat drumming
solo against
his wrist.
This is what
jazz does
You don’t
just play
It consumes.
becomes the air
the walls
sweat
the skin
It’s the music
you don’t hear
but feel
right there
in the space
where your ribs
can’t hold
the notes.
Jazz
doesn’t end
it just fades
into the background
waiting for you
to join again
Nov 25, 2024
Nov 25, 2024 at 7:13 AM UTC
He is scraggled,
bathed only by the suns light during the hours of his slumber on Miami dewed, morn soil.
He sleeps off the night before, though he is not reminicent of it in his dreams,
as his slumber is no longer dreamt, but devoured by the nightmare of life,
and nights and days have begun to slur into one another
untill one becomes another,
and vice versa.
The empty bottle in the bag was dumped miles ago
on the side of a road no longer remembered,
and the facade of the beggar was dropped long ago,
as the face of hope was rendered.
The known knowledge of his future demise does not scare him,
as the only friend that brings him peace is the one that will destroy him.
But he is alright,
as the short lived calm of his decent into the burbon torrent
is his way of riding his nightmares,
and as he drinks his way away tonight, honey,
he knows,
this truely is all there is.
a.r.
Apr 4, 2013
Apr 4, 2013 at 8:34 PM UTC
Cathartic condition
Far from bliss
A foolish decision
Clearly a miss
Soulless revision
No shelter in this
Into remission
Into the abyss
A clip full of kisses
loaded
She shot me down
Like an animal
goaded
I hit the ground
And on my venture
Herds and flocks of birds in frocks
Fathom long legs in knee high socks
No longer I contain or diverge the rocks
From bieng coloured and framed by burbon stocks.
Dec 17, 2013
Dec 17, 2013 at 2:31 PM UTC
I have lost myself to
A man with no name
I found him while
Searching the stars
The sun and moon
I could never get enough of him
The longer he grows
The shorter he gets
He is infinitely invincible
In a never-ending loop
No one and nothing can
Stop him
Every time I fall asleep
In laggard or lament
He drinks deep rusty burbon
Until wasted
He doesn't wait around for anyone
Yet he is always there, like an
Omniscient god
He is in his own dimension
One you cannot sense
(Yet you preceive)
He is a healer
He is father of all
In all times
Springtime, wintertime
Summertime, fall
Jun 18, 2016
Jun 18, 2016 at 9:17 AM UTC
I always see them in dark shadows and whispers of uneven conversation I stand
steady as always.
Unsteady hand may you bare one last confession do you care to reflect the image we no longer recall.
Raindrops apon empty streets bare a haunting tone ive grown numb from such feel and loss.
You ask to see my soul but would you stay for just a little while befor?
Im ash of flames once bright embers are all that remain.
lovers are markers ive long since seen fade in a perfect sunsets pain please will you stay to
care for the child in the clown and the old fools emptyness will wash that pain as storm's
clear my past to heal my pressent if you will.
They never see i am but trash in the gutter a stain soon to be forgotten from thought.
We may embrace for a second please dont ask if im okay.
Sometimes stars no longer shine but skies seldom fall.
Winters of turmoil echo in empty chambers often called thought.
And the burbon my cast to sheild a wound I refuse to heal.
Fools often regress so as you pass i understand no wave just a look through ive grown to except.
Oceans apart will you stay if not for one last drink asked as a child begs a parent just till
Im asleep.
I see them in shadows faces once known to many and cherished by me .
Old ghosts surround and as I prolong i understand i must join them
even the blind can see.
And as to my back it paints a farwell to a never to be filled door.
Tommorow they come to chase the past for even i must one day give up my seat.
To fast ive lived now slow must I die.
Faded watercolors still cast images that caress the heart of another who will
understand the yerning to stay.
Stars under darkest night understand one less burns .
We are but canvas so may mine be relived by fires glimmer of soon faded light
Nov 30, 2011
Nov 30, 2011 at 4:44 AM UTC
yet another savage tragedy
ravages, emotionally,
the trap queens in bandages
screaming to their bae’s
about the vastness of calamities
blunt tips glow showing smoke blown
extensions flowing growing tired of
liars on the youtube
seeking gifs and snap-chat
besties to wrestle
with the cultural festivities
being given proclivity
to policy lunacy –
smart phone glued
claw hand and shrewdly
planning to revamp the system
with hello kitty ***** twisters
and metrosexual waterfall trips…
it’s truly a pip
these auto-tuned post baby-boomers
no relations to crooners
thinking the sooners are only
Oklahoma….
My youth tirade
is partly a parade
like a brass band on Burbon
playing unafraid –
Mar 17, 2016
Mar 17, 2016 at 4:21 PM UTC
the ****** grieves ******
for the feeling of total abandonment
before discovering how not
to abandon herself
the alcoholic grieves Burbon
for the bitter sweet
for how it made him feel
before the hangover
the gout, sclerosis
the love ****** grieves the innocence
the dream, fairy tales, the endorphins
before enough was never enough
the *** addict grieves for another
and another
before the clap, syphilis, despair
before too little became too much
the gambler grieves the green
the shiny stuff at the slot machine
before the house was gone
woman gone, reason gone
smug gone
the crone grieves for youthful ignorance
awe, suspense, naivety, anticipation
before the burn, betrayal, fact
wisdom
the dying grieve for life
energy, breath, the past
before the unknown, surrender
the letting go
the letting go
that's how it goes
Nov 14, 2017
Nov 14, 2017 at 10:55 AM UTC
spark up the lighter
feel it burn the tip of your thumb
light up the demons
inhale their love
blow out all your worries
in a puff of tobacco smoke
fell yourself succumb
into their fake love
crack open the bottle
feel the burbon burn
as it trickles down your throat
let the warmth of distorted happiness
engulf your soul
pour out the pills of hope
let the pretty colours cause you
to overdose
sit back and feel the numbness
shut down your body
a false moment of freedom
make your addiction
a romantic affair
the most epic marrige
you've already maded the vow
'till death do us part, my love.
Oct 16, 2017
Oct 16, 2017 at 9:07 PM UTC
I wanna write a song with lyrical meaning
but don't know what to sing 'bout tonight.
S'pose I be a selfish man and sing 'bout yo love
More like the lack thereof tonight.
Them lights overhead replace faces with blur
as I watch them consume shots of burbon.
S'pose I be a sympathetic man, sing 'bout the hurt
That's be hitting them towns Rural n urban.
s'pose, I just go on home now
Watch the Sun divorce this town
as it takes all it's colors with it.
(shrugs)
Jul 21, 2014
Jul 21, 2014 at 9:56 PM UTC
The elixir of life
Chased down my throat
With cheapened words
For your understanding
Chased down my throat
Like some bottom shelf burbon
I know I'll be recycling soon.
Yet-
Still I drink it
Still I say it
Knowing it's all coming back on me.
(One way or another )
I suppose in life, this is how I learn
But-
Do we ever learn?
(Don't think so my friend, just don't think so)
So I'll sit here
Drink my drink
Say my words
Saying
That we'll never learn
Cheers
to never learning again
Cheers
to never hearing your thoughts again
As I choke down these words
Chase them with spirits
Suffocate with the real hopes
Filled with lies
Of cheapened words
Just to satisfy your ego.
May 28, 2016
May 28, 2016 at 12:29 PM UTC
I can remember the way touch feels
I can feel you tracing my spine
I can feel the hot water from a shower
The sweet kiss of a lover on my breast
Fingertips skating down my body.
That song connected me to that night
Scolding hot water
The burning caress of burbon over my cuts
Tile so cold growing into my flesh
the pulsating water from that song
Now summer in a new place
Rocking myself into a lull
For real this time
That song cam on
Eyes closed unable to open as if cement was poured between the lids
For reals it brought me back
I felt the water
I felt the tile
I felt the steak knif
all over my arms
Every new tune I played with the strings I made from my own pelt
I felt every taste of steel
Burbon running from chin to chest splashing on my new soon to be scars
Cracking my eyes open
Small smirk on my face
Sick twist
I love every second of that memory.
Jul 11, 2017
Jul 11, 2017 at 11:47 PM UTC