just let me crawl beside you,
I am fairly small,
you won’t notice I am there.
Trace my fingertips and keep one hand on my hair.
The rest of our bodies hardly touch,
except in moments of readjusting in our sleep.
Well,
besides our feet;
two pairs of cold feet that always manage to find each other across the space of secretive sheets.
You invited me to visit you,
to fly across the country,
and yet you claim to care so little for me.
Then I have read that you have asked to see others,
to write with others,
but you asked them
‘would you like to write with us?’
Is it safe to assume I was the other part to that team?
It’s never safe to assume with you
, I guess that’s why I stick around.
I keep following your cryptic directions to the imagined Wonderland,
and I am the pure, white apron wearer that is stained with your teas.
You call me a possible temptation,
you have referenced me as Satan,
as if you were afraid but you sir are intrigued.
You are the temptation, devil’s advocate, not me.
Because Satan does not wish for his victims to quell their fires and demons,
nor for them to reach their full potential.
But calling me the guilty party, the bad guy,
the bloodthirsty queen is how you can keep yourself away,
from the truth.
But you are mad for trying, for thinking you could.

In the early 21st century this is when time
really started to go backwards and the attack on the constitution laid the foundation for the TeA pArTY,
and other corporate fascists. Too much to the right our
nation starts" GOOSE STEPPING".


And Uncle Sam sat on a very narrow
conservative wall.
And the King of heartless ( Bush ) ordered,
" OFF WITH YOUR HEAD" without just cause to a sandy
world of black-gold.
And all three nations were written up as
the Axis of "Jabberwockey".
And Wonderland's scared caterpillar colored red, orange,and so on, sat upon an imagined poison mushroom cloud.
And Tweedly Dee; Teedly Rummy,
gave quick cheap armor ( of course to fight some of the Jabberwockey) from a quickened "Rummy Dummy",
the slam dunker.
And the MAD HATER of people went
DUCK -YOUR -HEAD oil haunting
And "Cheshire Cat smiles ( Bush again ) was taken
at phony opts.
And we majority of Alices tried
making sense of this new "Wonderland" as Constitutional,
law backers were considered bad-and in mirror reversable-
so too International Law backers.
And good was this unconstitutional
main war-knight  (Bush again ) always WORD bumbling,
war stumbling, falling and failing off his Trojan horse.
And still us Alices are in this-now current-perpetual
land of MIRRORED-IMAGE-REVERSAL.
Tune in next time for our great escape
from this forcefully adopted land of horrid wonder.
Maybe if we tapped our shoes three times...Oops wrong tale.

its thanksgiving, two thousand fourteen
I listen to "Alices restaurant"
the full eighteen minutes and sixteen seconds, in remembrance
of how thankful I was to have a father, like you.

Alices in holes,
swaying in the
land of mirrored
doors. Stiffed
Humpties on walls,
in the distant light.

Dumped my faith,
once, twice, three times
dumped it.  So, you see,
chopped my own heart,
had to.
Will you have me
around your table,
Mad Hatter, sir,
'cause i'd suit so well,
into a merry go-round.

No more me to
hand out, delusional
believer in stories,
made up stories
in snow faked globes.

Oh yes, of course,
i can pass the sugar,
we ran out of salt.
Shall we overdose now,
from a sweetened slumber?

Girls These Days ...
Are So ... Confused ... ???
  
They Seem To Be ...
In ... " Alices' Shoes " ... !?!
  
YES ... " Wonderland " ... ?!?
  
Well ....
I'll Be ... ****** ... !!!
Before I Fall .........................................
  
Into The Hands ...
of A Girl Whose Life's A ...  
  
........ " Sham" .......
  
Saying ... One Thing ...
But Doing ... Another ... ?!?

RUSHING Home ...
To Watch ... "Big Brother" ... !!!!!
  
Girls Like THESE ... !!!
Should NOT BE ... Mothers ... !!!

Because Their Child ...
Will Surely ... SUFFER ... !!!!!
  
Suffer FROM .............................
Her ... " Confusion " ... ?!?
  
Come On Girls ...
I'm ... NOT The One ... !!!!!
  
Mess With Me ...
And You'll Be ...  

... " STUNNED " ... !!!!!
  
NOT With ... Violence ...  
Or A .... " Gun " .... !!! ....
  
But With ... "THIS" ...  

Simple ... " Wisdom " ...
  
WAKEY WAKEY ... !!!
  
"Rise and shine" ...
Face The World ...
and Do What's Right ... !!!
  
DON'T Get ... "Trapped" ...  
In ..... "Your Mirage" ..... !!!!

Or ... A World ....
of ... " Tarot Cards " ...
  
See Yourself ...
For Who ... YOU ARE ... !!!
  
Don't Do Things ...
That You'll ... REGRET ... !!!
Like ... JUMPING IN ...
A ... STRANGERS Bed ... !!!!!

Make ... A STAND ...
And ... STICK TO IT ... !!!!!
  
Instead of S P R E A D I N G ...
THOSE ... WET LIPS ... !!!!!
  
DON'T ... Get VEX ... !!!
or ... Get UPSET ....
Because ... " CONFUSION " ...
RULED .... Your Head .... !?!
  
"Yeah, but you,
were making moves !!!"
  
"So were you, which goes to prove,
you were wanting me to woo !
Come on now, did I force you,
to come and sleep, in my bedroom ?"
  
"No, but now I feel abused !
We moved to fast !
I've thought it through,
and don't think that,
I'm right for you !!!"
  
"Okay, that's cool,
but, let me prove
something to you,
we kissed and stuff,
and then we hugged,
but, when I said,
we should get up
you put me in,
a tight armlock ?
Now you're saying,
you wanted to TALK ?!?
It seems you have
some things to sort
inside your mind.
Take that walk
I'll give you time,
but, don't complain
if I refrain, from letting you,
confuse my brain !
Figure out, what it is you need,
then come back, and talk to me.
Otherwise, let's both be free,
to be with, who we want to be !
But, don't be playing, games with me
My name's Big Virge, not Monopoly !"
Life to me, is not a dream
Talk is cheap, but, actions speak.
So, stop your talk, and walk the walk !"
Don't kiss me, on our first date !
and change your mind, the very next day ?"
Come on now,  give me a break !
Such confusion, breeds delusion,
and a premature conclusion !"
  
"I don't know you !!!
You don't know me !!!
You may be right ?
but let's wait and see.
Let's take some time,
the date went fine !
It's not my fault,
you crossed the line !
What can I say ?
I'm a **** guy !
Who'll give you lows,
as well as HIGHS !  
Every couple,
has their troubles !
and sometimes, yes,
fall down and stumble,
but, getting up,
is part of the fun,
and helps reduce,
our confusion"
  
"Opposites attract,
like, white and black
I suggest, you remember that !"
  
"But, firstly you,
must face the facts,
about the things,
you sometimes do,
Then I can, make love to you !"
  
Those Are Words ...
On Which To ... CHEW ...
  
Take Some Time ...
And ... Think It Through ...  
And Then ...  You Won't Be ...
  
So ....
  
...  " Confused " ... ?!?

MAN I Sure Can Pick Em' ... !!!!!!
These ... CONFUSED Women ...
  
It's Like I'm DRAWN ... Somewhat Forlorn ...  
  
Like A King That's PINNED On An Old Chess Board ...  
THIS ONE Was TALL ... Waistline Small ...  
  
Legs That Went Like D'Angelo's Song ....  
On And On And On And ON ............... !!!!!!  
  
Of Irish And EGYPTIAN Descent ... !!!  
So YES You've Guessed ... !!!  
The Type of Girl Who YES TURNED HEADS ... !!!  
  
A Dancer No Less Into ... " Burlesque " ...  
SELLING *** ... Just Like The Rest ... !!!  
  
... " Don't belittle my art ! " ...
  
Is What She Said ...  
When DIVA Was A Word I Said In Jest ....  
  
It Hit Her HARD ... !!!!!  
Like A Shot To The Heart ...  
From A ... POISONED Dart ... ?!?  
  
A View I'd Expressed With No Intent ...  
To ... Belittle Her Passion ... !!!  
  
How Did This Happen ... ?  
Her Angst-Filled Reaction ...  
And Verbal Tongue Lashing ...  
That's Sending Things CRASHING ... !!!
  
She's ANOTHER ONE ...
Who ... Seemed To Be Fun ... !?!  
  
CLAIMING THIS And Claiming THAT ... !!!  
But NEVER Claiming ... What I Pack ... ?  
  
Behind The Zip ...  
At The Front of My Pants ... ?!?  
  
ANOTHER ONE ... ANOTHER ONE ...  
Who Seemed To Get ROCKED ...  
By Words I Dropped ... Into Her Head ... !!!  
  
Like ... Thoughts of *** ...  
That Got Her Up ... Inside My Bed ...  
EVERYTHING Yes Except The *** And Giving Head ...  
  
She CLAIMED To ENJOY ...  
Having Fun With ... " Boys " ...  
  
Well I'm A MAN Who OVERstands ... !!!!!  
  
So NO MORE Time ... !!!  
When What I Find ... Are ISSUES ...  
That Give Life To ... TISSUES ... !!!!!!!  
  
SO MANY Confuse What They SHOULD USE ...  
To Light The Fuse That Love Consumes ...  
  
... They KNOW It's TRUE ... !!!  
  
I Hear It From Young Females Too ... !!!  
They LOVE YOU But ... Then They DON'T ... ?!?  
  
They ... Think You're COOL ...  
But ROCK The Boat ... BEFORE It's Afloat ... ?!!!?  
  
They Think They're ... " QUEENS " ...  
  
But Calling Them DIVAS ... That's Just MEAN ... ?!?  
  
" ANOTHER ONE " ... In Wonderland ... !!!
  
So Alices' Dream I'm Trying To BAN ... !!!!!!!  
  
Because What It Does ...  
Is Leave Men ... STUNNED ... !!!  
  
When THEY Become A Problem Son ... !!!!  
  
HEED These Words And DON'T GET BURNED ... !!!!!  
  
Or ....  
  
" OFF WITH HIS HEAD ! " ...
Is ... What Comes NEXT ... !!!!!!  
  
ANOTHER ONE DEAD ... Why ... !?!
  
Because of ... Something He Said ...  
That HIT Poor Queenie' UPSIDE Her Head ... !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
  
ANOTHER ONE ... YES ...  
Who I Guess Would Suggest ... ?  
  
... " There just aren't men ! " ...
  
Who Can Stand The Test ...  
of What It Is ... That She Represents ... !!!  
  
A Woman Who Is ... INDEPENDENT ... !!!
  
Has A STRONG MIND ... Artistic PRIDE ... !!!  
And A SENSUAL Side That She ........ CAN'T FIND .... ?!!!?  
  
She'd Probably Say .....  
  
... " I'm NOT her type ! " ...
  
That's Just The Way They Like To PLAY ...  
Until The Rules of The Game Are CHANGED ... !!!  
  
So Once I Felt ...  
Enough Cards Had Been Dealt ...  
  
I Made A Play For ANOTHER ONE ...  
Who ... Seemed Like FUN ... ?!?  
  
A Friend of Hers Who Does The Same ...  
Burlesque Routines ... ALL OVER The Place ... !!!  
  
Ms. Egypt ... DIDN'T EVEN Flip ... ?!?  
  
When I Asked For The Digits ...  
To Her Friends ... " Little Hips " ... !!?!!  
  
A SURPRISE ... INDEED ... !!!!!  
But It Later Appeared When The Mist Had CLEARED ....  
That My Text Was Steered Onto A Screen Like Alices' Dream ... ?
  
I MEAN .... I MEAN .... !!!  
HOW COME ... HOW COME ... ???  
  
This Had Become ...  
Something That Was ............  
FAR FROM ................................................... FUN ..... ?!!!?  
  
Well When All's Said And Done ...  
It's The Plight of Men Who NEED TO RUN .................... !!!!!
  
From Women Who CLAIM ...  
To Be .... " Worth The Wait " .....  
  
When They Should Simply Just Be STRAIGHT ... !!!!!  
  
GIVE IT UP WITHOUT The Front ....  
It's ... " FUN TO ***' " ... !!!!!!  
  
Why Be ONE OF THEM Who Cause Men STRESS ... !!!!  
Because of ISSUES ... In Their Heads ... !!!!!!!!!!!!  
  
It Seems THIS TIME ... I SHOULD OF RUN ... !!!!!  
  
Instead of Showing Love ...  
  
To ............  
  
..... " Another One ! " ....

When black  clouds and white butterflys are all that i can see  ,
and  the towers of Balam stand tall ***** infront of me ,
and the bells of the convent i now ring
with two stubs for arms
and yet no one pitys my cry
and lets me in .
then let  what was lost  in heaven bestow
unto me ,
what  heavenly ghostly apperishans tell .
that  two birds of paradise might  fly down from heaven above
to place a ring of shaphires before my 
Queen of love

when  if all that is left are dafffodills
on Welsh green fields and valleys  ,
so fair ,
and a call from mama ,
thats fine by me for  i wont be missing supper today .
But if what is found is love in my sweet Alices smile than that to me
is worth more than gold ,
if i find saphires in her eyes .

.Bur  if all that is left are daffodils
then thats alright by me
then
ALICE  and i wil be cycling tandom
on our way
home for tea .