I keep waiting for it to not hurt. I keep waiting to not have shooting pains of anxiety run through my chest when I’m reminded he’s no longer mine. I keep waiting to feel normal again. I’m afraid that might not come without a lot more hurt, from truly figuring out how to let him go and the future I see for us together. I keep waiting to feel like it won’t absolutely crush me to do that.
It was more like I was slowly sinking deeper and deeper each day
You poured your love into me And it drenched my heart streamed through my veins Soaking every single cell of my body Leaking out of the pores of my skin And dripping from my fingertips To bleed into everything I touch
It flooded my chest And filled up my lungs Until it spilled out of my mouth Trickling from my tongue Saturating every single word I say
It flowed through every part of me And eventually seeped into my bones Making all that I am Crave all that you are