Sometimes I wish I had the guts to come and confess to you
But I find my insecurities stopping me,
My deepest fears holding me
& darkness consuming me

I'd come and take your hand
dance with you on the beach sand
do some crazy things like it was planned
kiss you under the stars of the midnight sky
but baby remember,
this is just a one night stand
and baby try to forget,
that  this  ever  happened
because a love like this is strictly banned

Ten
thousand views,
you guys are my muse!

But,
I never wanted to be perfect
I never asked to be pretty
I never desired a chateau
I never required a throne
I never needed a tiara

What I truly wish for is,
to be absolutely, completely and utterly flawless
(in his eyes)

It's 3:00 AM
and the ghost of your memory
still haunts me every night and day
Maybe,
I should've
took
another
glass
of
Chardonnay

It's 3:00 AM again
and I still think of you
sometimes,
I wish I could simply talk to you
hold your hand under deep sky blue
touch your face like I used to do
look into your eyes like it was the last thing to do
but,
I know that they're wishes that cannot come true

I wanna live for those nights we won't remember
with those people we won't forget
with the love we won't regret
with that pain we won't have
I wanna live for those nights
we will never rejoice

Our thoughts
turn into words
and words are the shouts
that we never scream out loud

You
take
me
to
the
edge
of
this
mad
universe
where
everything
is
nothing
and
nothing
is
everything
where
nothing
exists
but
you,
me
and
this
endless
lullaby.

Can someone please explain,
why do we mix pleasure with pain?
why do we love having Jack with *******?
why do we always crave taking it in the vein?

Oh please, do explain
why is this world so vain?
why run around in this so-called lane?
why can't we wash up all our sins and guilts in rain?

Now do tell me,
what it takes to be insane
please don't tell me,
that it takes two bottles of champagne

They asked me,
what is love?
And I said,
Love is that fine line
between heaven and hell

What we had
we can't bring back
What we had
we won't forget
What we had
we shouldn't regret
What we had
is now unseen
What we had
is forever lost

What
we
had
is
left
for
tormented
souls
to
cry
for
and
mourn

You want her body not her heart
You want her passion not her love
You want to own her and control her
You want her but you don't want to be hers

Boy,
you got her so conflicted
lost within your games she's addicted
to this pleasure she never predicted  
and a pain so deep only you afflicted

Boy,
tell me why so selfish?
making her feel oh, so reckless
taking all she got then leaving her feeling helpless
with agony and endless nights of terror my god she's restless
you gave her nothing but regrets how could you be so senseless?

Boy,
I can see that you can't control what you want
I can see that you're blinded by what you want
I can see that you always have to get what you want
I
can
see
that
you
won't
give
a
****
about
what
you
don't
want
but
please,
I
beg
of
you
don't
destroy
what
you
have
to
get
what
you
want
but
don't
need
&
don't
destroy
what's
left
of
her
scattered
to
pieces
so
called
heart

She walked into the darkness, stumbling on her fear
Her nervous wreckage is now seen
He gazed into her eyes,
and said

I got you
I got a hold of you
Said you want to see
How we roll
Well take a seat

She got closer, shivering from the atmosphere
He gave her a cup mixed with codeine
Pulled her next to him,
and screamed

Oh well just drink it, drop it, drink it spill it
Baby, touch your body, body
Gotta taste it, feel it, rub it on me baby

She closed her eyes while trying to hold her tear
He whispered in her ear, said baby I'm here
He kissed her neck gently,
and uttered

But my lungs so muddy
I love the way you taste
Drink it 'til I'm ugly baby
**** me while I'm faded
Feel that through my veins
Baby girl I gotcha
I'm only 21 so I do it when I wanna

So she gave into his madness hoping,
that now she conquered
her deepest fear