The whole time
Last night
You were on my mind
Thinking
I wish he was here
The whole time
Something bad happened
I wished you were there
So I could run into your arms
And feel safe again
I miss you so fucken much
That it physically hurts
Please be okay
Please still love me
I miss you so much
And these feelings won't go away

Fake a smile darlin
They'll never suspect a thing

I feel
Hurt
Scared
Confused
Loved
Hated
Annoyed
Sad
Happy
Angry
*******
Upset
Down
Unwanted
Not Good enough
All in one
And all together
Makes me feel
More Upset
And Sad
Than anything

Truth is
I'm getting bad again
And your the only one
That helps me genuinely
Makes me happy
But
I can't tell you this
No
Your slowly slipping away
And it hurts
But I can't let down my wall

Grow some *****
You little *****
Be straight up
*******
Grow a ******* pair
Stop making a big deal
Out of nothing
I was upset
And you didn't even care
Didn't give a ****
Cool dude
Thanks for fucken nothing
**** boy
Get ******