I have watched myself die before
I have killed myself many times
I have let others **** me daily

Sometime I die slowly and painfully
Sometime I die violently and painfully
Sometimes I die passively and painfully

Each time I am reborn a little older
Each time I am reborn a little wiser
Each time I am reborn I ask myself
Who am I?

The freedom not to go anywhere

The mute color of personal reality

The faithless faith in branded insanity

The silent scream that only I hear

The dry bleeding that only I feel

The dark barrier I built by time

The final escape is happening finally

The ghosts behind my eyes cry alone

Torture is reading your words and not hearing your voice

Torture is hearing your voice and not seeing your face

Torture is seeing your face and not having you

Torture is never being tortured by you again

Building to trap me
Building to save me
Building to enslave me
Building to build me

Walls up
Restrained by choice
Fight to be free
Cracked, one brick down

Failure to see me
Failure to hear me
Failure to touch me
Failure to fail me

Walls up
Restrained by choice
Fight to be free
Cracked, one brick down

Feelings to hate me
Feelings to love me
Feelings to want me
Feelings to feel me

Walls up
Restrained by choice
Fight to be free
Cracked, one brick down

I cultivated the land
Make offerings of grass to god
No reward from above
My brother gives him a lamb
Receives holly reward
Abel come to field I have something for you

Violence is rampant
Media highlights deaths
Killers makes history
Fingers are pointed
Desensitized people
This is our culture of violence

Rise up against me
Talk out of place
I will destroy you, your family, your place
You are just 1 more impaled
I take pleasure from you pain
80000 dead Viad rules you

Violence is rampant
Media highlights deaths
Killers makes history
Fingers are pointed
Desensitized people
This is our culture of violence

Take them from their land
Whip them make them your own
I am your master sitting on a throne
Thousands will die to see the light
Mr. Lincoln slavery is our right
Your blood is needed time to fight

Violence is rampant
Media highlights deaths
Killers makes history
Fingers are pointed
Desensitized people
This is our culture of violence

Now go and shoot up the schools
**** innocent children
Lets look at the problem
Violence has been normalized
Indifference to death
Shots ring out, who cares, one more is dead

Violence is rampant
Media highlights deaths
Killers makes history
Fingers are pointed
Desensitized people
This is our culture of violence

Stop all the killings
This is our culture of violence

Stop all the killings
This is our culture of violence

Stop all the killings
This is our culture of violence
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Written By Victor Timmons