I do not want to feel the pain of missing you.
I don't want to walk to the end of my street without a hand to hold, and I don't want to stare at sunsets alone.
I don't want to sit next to an empty swing at the parks we roamed, and I don't want to only bid you goodnight through meaningless letters.
I don't wish to seek the comfort you bring, and the dull ache that follows when you can't. I don't wish to be so dependent on your presence.
I do not want to love you in the way not spending time with you stakes me.
But I still love you in the way missing you means ultimate sadness.

A universe to travel
within your eyes
lost within your cosmos
I am but a traveler

Searching
for the love
that lives
within your soul

Looking for the things
inside
that only you
could make whole

Growth and love
inspired by another
feed off the energy combined
glowing like the sun
off you and I

How empty the spaces between the stars
The darkness between them all ours
Because no one wants empty space
Like the gapping holes in fine twine lace
More darkness in the universe than light
And you can only see it at twilight

The empty feeling
Deep inside
And from what I'm seeing
Spread so wide

The cosmos lost
To the darkness
The deep high cost
Of trying to harness
The power of light
That was lost in the fight

Once the universe was all white
But now is a dark sight
As light moves away from another
And leaves far spaces between
And those far spaces smothered
In darkness at the seams

Everything is darker
Never lighter
The galaxies shine bright
In infinite numbers
Yet their gentle light
Next to the darkness brings slumber

Light can never beat out
The empty space so throughout

Inside trickles of time and distant pasts
I’ve walked this crooked path
Each long and gnarly trail
Unearth hidden truths within the shale

Oceans unleashing tyranny
Expose the mangled mind
Rushing rivers cleanse swiftly
Into the lake of clarity to transform me

Raindrops create the ripples
Distorting our perfect reflection
Shifting the eyes of perception
For the sake of Evolution

We seek to conquer the Mountain
Before we find the ground
Forgetting the richness within the soil
Is the foundation that makes her whole

As I am this crooked path
The trickles of time and recent past
I take flight as the wind is free
And softly whisper to me;

You are the crash within each wave
The ripple inside each drop of rain
You are each question within your doubting
And the richest soil within the mountain

I want to use all the alterations, Personifications in the world to impress you.
I want to drive you insane with the oxymorons, the metaphors and the similes.
I want to use coliqual words so that I can make you think I'm extremely smart.
When really in reality I'm just average.
I want to use euphemism and lititoes to really make you think I'm that good with words.
When really in reality I have writers block yet I want to capture your attention.
I want to write an iambic tetrameter with the rhyme scheme ABAB so that you notice some part of me in my writing.
I want my words to ****** with your mind so that some part of you thinks about me...
But I have writers block, There's not much I can do to grab your attention.

Samahan mo akong kumawala, iwanan natin ang mundong ito sinta.
Ikaw ang nais makasama sa pag-iisa, ikaw ang aking pahinga.
Maglakbay tayo patungo sa kawalan, ang ingay at gulo ng mundo'y ating takasan.
Hanggang kailan ito magtatagal?
Walang kasiguraduhan, pero pinapangako kong hindi kita bibitawan.

Tara roon sa dalampasigan kung saan mistulang ang mundo'y tayo lang ang nilalaman.
Hayaan **** ang iyong mga kamay ay aking hawakan habang tayo'y nagsasayaw sa ilalim ng buwan.
Ipikit ang iyong mga mata at damhin ang pag-ibig ko, sinta.
Ituloy natin ang pagsasayaw na walang ibang musika kundi ang aking pagkanta.
Mga noo'y magkadikit habang ang mga mata'y nakapikit.
Higpitan ang iyong kapit, huwag kang matakot lumapit.

Sa maiksing panahong tayo'y nagkakilala, ako'y iyong tunay na pinasaya.
Ikaw sa akin ay tunay na mahalaga. Hindi kayang ipaliwanag ang nadarama.
Huwag kang mangamba, sa puso ko ay mananatili ka.
Halika sa mga bisig ko, mahal.
Panahon natin ay di na magtatagal.
Ang pagtatapos ay nalalapit, yakapin mo ako nang mahigpit.
Nalalabing oras ating sulitin, pangakong ito'y ating uulitin.

Huwag ka nang malungkot, huwag nang sumimangot.
Huwag nang pumiglas sa aking yakap, damhin ang ihip ng hanging kay sarap.
Kasabay nang pagtatapos ng gabi ay ang pagtatapos ng ating nakaw na sandali.

Dahil tayo ay alon at dalampasigan, tinakdang magtagpo kahit panandalian.
Tayo ay alon at dalampasigan.
Ako ang alon at ikaw ang aking dalampasigan, ang lugar na aking pahingahan, aking takbuhan, aking pansamantalang tahanan.
Ako ang alon at ikaw ang aking dalampasigan; ako sa'yo ay lumalapit, pilit kumakapit, ngunit kailangan kong lumisan.
Ako ang alon, ikaw ang aking dalampasigan; malayo man ako saglit, ako'y babalik at aasang tadhana'y pagtatagpuin tayo ulit.