He should feel what she actually feels.

To be ignored,
to assume things cos he gives motives,
to not explain things that he'd done,
and to be hurt like hell.

He'll chase her again
and she will definitely give him a hard time.

*He should feel what it feels to be hurt.

He's a broken man.
She's a complete woman.
He's broken by his anger.
She fixed him.
But by fixing him, she broke herself.
He broke her heart.

Since then she never felt happy.
I mean she's happy sometimes but laughing is her escape to avoid someone to see what's the real emotions in her eyes.
She always ask herself, "When's the time I'll be happy again? Maybe the day I die. Because I'll see fake people cry for me and act like they love me."
She smiles as if no one hurts her.
She smiles as if nothing bothers her.
She smiles to avoid drama.
But sometimes she just can't hold those tears streaming down her face.
Sad life it is. Sad cruel life.

She's simple
She's someone you can go everywhere with on her birthday
She's someone who don't choose where to celebrate cos whatever it is she is happy
She's vulnerable but trying to be strong
She wanted to be appreciated but didn't
She just wanted to be greeted on her birthday
But it seems no one remembers.
It's Okay.
She's okay with it.
*I'm so okay with it.

Kung kailan nahulog na ko, saka ka lalayo.

Ganyan ba ko ka tanga para iyong paasahin sa mga salitang binitiwan mo?
Oo, walang tayo.
Oo, minsan akala mo pinapaasa kita.
Pero takot lang ako.
Takot na baka hindi mo matanggap lahat ng bahid ng pagkatao ko.

Sabi mo, Mahal mo ko.

*Pero bakit lumayo ka?

If I ever get where I want to be,
I'd like to be forgotten,
To never be recognized;
To just exist without an existence...
So that I can feel alive where I stand
With every breath, sound, touch;
So that I can witness the world
In all it's entirety
Without standing behind a screen of an identity...
To taste the colors with my eyes
And appreciate the eternity of the world
Without a barrier of an illusioned existence--
*For I won't exist any more,
And all barriers would, therefore, have been forfeit..