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When I get cold and numb,
I hope sharp pain and warm
Smooth, sticky trickles
Will help me feel again.

...It never quite works.
I'll pay it, somebody just tell me how much.
My prayer's completed by bounty of Light.
I've no capacity to forgo the eternal--
who am I?
As all of me I give in response, and all of
me trembles at the illusory border to define
such.
It is this life given me whose illusory border
trembles, I mustn't suffer that border lest
I concede The Way prepared for me.
My prayer's completed by bounty of Light.
I've no capacity to forgo the eternal--
I Am, the Who will take care of itself.
...Light-space...
moment-occupancy--
the time-lapse of grace.
In the empty...
of full...
in the full...
of empty...
the Heart opens...
its:
pray by stay.
Aureole...Manna's descent like showering
waveforms.
Eyes hungering...upturned, cloven in rapture.
Mouth slants open in a salivary click--
come the incantations...come the
anatomical sway of microcosm.
Intergalactic cynosure, pariah, shaman--
mangy interloper teaching wind to dance!
Tamer of the subconscious...mender of schism!
Anathema to Gaia's Satanic Stewards!
To be sought in the House of Aquarius,
haunting its foundation that it may uphold.
The roads to and fro are as anagrams that
alter with the perceiver.
It is the second look, of what's cross with
what Is...and ever shall be--that gives rise
to disorientation...reincarnation.
O grant dancer of self-evidence, grant your
sundry incantations... yearning for Gaia's heart
of hearts.
All suffering
is valley to
joyous peak.
Recall suffering
halfway to peak...
recall joy
halfway to valley.
One taste and bang pounds the hammer
Sitting patiently seething with bedside manner...

Staring at the fix in my hands
I've been lost in a wonderful fantasy
It was never the plan but I developed schemes
I'm fighting the disease that wants me to drown
Plotting my escape when not a soul is around
Hoping never to be found again

With one decision I could let go
Mixing a cocktail of saliva and bliss
For one last show
Dancing in a wonderland wrought by disgrace
Leaving no trace after the chase
I'll finally close my eyes
As death's scythe sings me lullabies
The nightmare defaced

All the lies wrapping around my throat
The waste choking me, wishing to leave my lungs
Then I die
But life's mysteries just so happened by

The moment of decision
Fades to remission

Whispers it's leave on the breeze again
To return in a moment's time
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that
form
thou
ghts,
that
form
words,
that          form
sente            ­     nces,
that                       form
rope,                         which
ties                               itself
into a                            noose.
Your                         ­     words
are also                    a rope,
that saves me from
drowning.
Sorry if you can't read it.
Kinda.
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