I'm not me
I'm me
But I don't feel right
I never have
I always felt like I was trapped
I'm still trapped
But I'm afraid to escape cause it'll just make things worse
What would people think if they saw the real me?

Why do I make the same mistakes
over
and
over
and
over
again?
Why can't I just be normal?
Why can't I just do things right the first time?
Or at least the second time?
What the hell is wrong with me?

It's been too long
And she's my favorite song
That I miss hearing
Something very endearing
It's the song I dance to when I'm alone
But I can't hear it now that I'm home
I miss her very badly
I'll see her soon though, gladly

I'm free from you
But I'm still trapped in this house
With no communication with the outside world
I talk to myself in the mirror
Because I am my only friend
I get yelled at as soon as I wake up
I can't deal with this anymore

I'm dancing in my kitchen
Singing songs from the top of my lungs
I don't need you anymore
And I honestly never did
I'm just going to keep dancing
Because I'm better

You're gone and I'm sure many people appreciate that

You say it's for attention
You say we should stop being so dramatic
You say we shouldn't be so sad
We're hurt
You would never understand the pain