Dad have never think about his dreams only to fulfill his child dreams
but he never complained about it
He have forgot to sleep
bcoz he want his child to sleep with smile
He is the backbone of the family
He never wasted a penny on himself
so that he can fulfill all his children wishes
He is strict also
but only bcoz he never want his children to be hurt ever
Whatever he do he always comes after mother
because it's hard to see his unsaid struggles
It's said he is stonehearted because he never show his love like a mother do
but they never understand this only for their children's best future
Mother always being like a friend
and father's like being a teacher
both guide their children in their own way
but what's an irony a mother's have given a name motherhood for her struggles,love and sacrifices
but what for father,
Why do he always left alone
because his unsaid struggles can never be seen by anyone
and he also never said that
if he never cries it'd doesn't means he is not hurt or he do not love his children
It's just he himself don't know how to express it

Death is the ultimate truth of life
Which no one can deny
It's not the opposite of life
But its a part
Which can never be deny

Sapno ko pura krne ki thaan lene aashaan h
Pr apni becheniyon s larna muskil
Wo ek khauf hota h
Jo brte kdm ko thaam leta h
Wo becheni, ghabrahat kisi anhoni ki dastakhat si hoti h
sapno ko pal m chur kr jo deti h
pr khwaisho ko puri krne ki taqat usse kae bdh k hoti h
Jo manjil tk rukh mor hi deti h
yh becheniyon s aage bdh
sapno ko pura krne ka hosla jga deti h

Time flies like a birds on wings
circling across the skies
Time flies so quickly
that days melt into weeks and weeks into months
Time never wait for one
Memories which feel it occurred yesterday
turn on flashes of months and then fades away
And the truth is that
tomorrow is promised to no one
So welcome each day with sweet smile
And collect all the beautiful memories of life
That only will bring sweet smile
And you will have no regret over the time that past

Jealousy make you envious
It's do block your mind
It's stop your mind from thinking
It's make you greedy
It's make you feel
You are not pretty
It's make you become crepy
You just lost yourself
In the hands of jealousy
And at that only time
You have looses your pretty side

I promise to you to be always by your side in all sweet and sour situation,
I promise to hold your hands and be there in the times of need,
I promise to laugh with you in the time of pleasure,
When you are sad I will comfort you in all measure,
I promise to you that no obstacles will able to break us apart,
I promise to you that no one can able to break our sweet friendship,
I promise you that I will never mistrust you,
I promise you that I will trust you with all my heart,
And promises are never mend to be broken,
But yeah I need the same promises from your side too,
I want you to trust me with your whole heart,
Till now all these are my promises, my oath, my vows that I have spoken,
But now I also need your promises, your oath and your vows too,
And yes promises are never mend to be broken.

When I was born I filled my daddy's heart with pride,
And he always says he was overcome by the joy he felt inside him.

I know when for the first time he held my hand and pick me up in his arm
I feel very secured

He  pamper me
He spoiled me in a good way
He is my hero
He always do pray to god that he never let any harm come in my way,
I am his heartbeat
I am his princess
I am daddy's little, cute, sweet princess
He always pronises to god that he will do best for me,
He says, "you may grow in whatever way you want
May be as an astronaut, teacher, doctor, lawyer or housewife
I will be always there to support you
And if you fall I will be there to catch you "

He never let me fall
He is my life, my breath, my heartbeat
And he always says that I will always be daddy's little angel .

A life of woman is full of struggles.
She was always blamed for everything,
But with time everything started to change,
Then why not yet our society have accepted a girl with their period,
Why she have to locked in a room for atleast 5 days,
Why her pain and agony left unheared by everyone,
Why a people treat her as a curse on these days,
Why can't thinking may also be updated with time,
Why a people says her shameless when she discuss about period even with her husband,
Just why when we says red is the colour of love and of a married woman then how came its become bad when a girl is having periods,
Just think what will even heppen if she was not blessed with this curse ,
Just think its really curse,
Just think it and try to change the cheap mentality,
Try to see her pain and agony in this pendamic,
Just try to think once about her periods in their pendamic

My dear diary,
     You are the one
With whom I have always share my loss and gain,
Sorrow and pain
Who never have judge me
We have a understanding chain
Which hard to break
Thank you for always being with me
Whenever I need your friendship
You never have betrayed
You are the one who knows my every secret
I love you my best friend,
My dear diary love you a lot

Dear yesterday,
Why are you bitter today?

Why your memories are making me sad?
You know na it's very bad
Let's me remind of some beautiful moment
Which we have shared together

Dear yesterday,
Don't became so harsh on your ownself
Let me give the opportunity
to remind you
Our best moments
And you do erase all the bad moments
From your memory

Dear yesterday,
Just do favour
For me and for yourself

We live in the society
Where we have no freedom
Where we have to live as per societies norms
If we ever go against society
Our family have to bear the taunt
But whenever needed in darkness and sadness
Where will they gone?
They never are happy with our happy forms
They want to crate fudge in our home
Who they are to taunt?
They say this girl stayed out of house whole night
Means her liscence for living in this world has got cancelled
And
what about their's own homes?
Who they are to judge us,?
And to take a decision of our lives?
When we didn't have given our parents that right
Why whenever an injustice or **** happened with girl
It's says to be quiet
And whenever society got to know they didn't have catch the culprits
They always blame a victim
Why?
Who gave them that right?
When an injustice or **** do happened with boys
They says you are boys
Not a girl
So how can it happens with you
Or you are of that type
Means a gay type
Why this society never able to do a justice with a girl or even with a boy?
Then
why do we listen to these so called society?
Who are they to judge us or blame us?
They are no one
No one to anyone of us
And we do have to fight with this society and it's norms
To get back our dignity and our rights.

I always have listen to my heart
Its guide me to the right path
I love to live in solitude as its help me to gain peace
I am inspired by my thoughts
As it's give me new directions to lead
I don't care about what's the world think about me
I never let my tear to be wasted
as it's my precious diamond that I have
I love myself
I have no regretion over my mistakes
Am so proud of my mistakes
as it helps me to never repeat it and
to choose what's right for me
I have always taken all my responsibility of my mistakes and lies
As it's give me courage to try
I am so much fascinated with my smile
as it's do work like miracle in my life

2020 changes
My hobby, my personality and also me
It's teaches me the value of life
It's teaches me the value of my family
It's give me the strength to fight back
I started to write
I am not even hesitate to speak
In front of camera
It's just have changed my life in good way
It's changes a student and teacher in a writer

Her memories are like medicine
Which is sour to taste but can heal us,
Her memories are like a innocent child
Who always bring smile in someone's face,
Her memories are like flower
which have eternal beauty,
Her memories are like worship
Which give us peace,
Her memories are like music
Which is very melodious to our ear,
Her memories are very special
and have securely saved in my heart,
But why can't I securely saved her in my heart,
Why I can't able to stop her from going away?
Why?

To trust someone is so hard
but when you trust someone it's from your heart
and when they backstabbed you its hurt to the core of heart
Life is full of suprises
The kind of surprise
you never expected
Its seems funny sometimes
But it's the bitter truth
which we have to except
After getting hurt so many times
that made someone trust less
The pain which a person feel
when their innocent trust get broken
when they were little
and their soul is pure
Its hurt very hard
That that pain never ends.

Daughter's are like angles
Who has came from fairy world
Who always do filled everyone's life
with the colours of happiness
She has come as a beautiful gift of joy
Which god has send for us
It's hard to describe her in a words
It's hard to describe a tint of love which I felt on seeing her beautiful innocent and lovely face
She is our cutest
Which we always adore
She is our life line
Who has a positive vibes
She is daddy's little princess and mumma's cutest doll

Oh lord!
Grant me the strength to bear
all joy and sorrow
Oh lord!
Grant me the strength to fight with tomorrow
Oh lord!
Grant me the strength
to help the people and
in bringing smile on the face of people
who is in sorrow
Oh lord!
Grant me the strength
to help the wonded sparrow
Oh lord!
Grant me the strength to not swallow the bad words
Oh lord!
Grant me the strength to filled the hollow
Oh lord!
Grant me the strength to follow you
Oh lord!
Grant me the strength
that all the happiness can borrow
for the poor kids who is suffering from sorrow
Oh lord!
Grant me the strength
to become their rainbow
and can filled all their life
like the colour of rainbow.

You are my friend
with the relation which can never end,
You are my strength
With whom I don't have to pretend,
The one whom god has send
For my life to spend,
I know may whatever happens
You are the one who can never deceive me,
You are my heart
Without whom my heart can able to beat,
No difficulties or misunderstanding have the power to tear us apart,
because love,trust and respect are the beautiful emotions we do share,
With so much of care,
Love you my bestie
for being with me here.
Best friend are the bond which can't be express in word
But by the emotions it can be share.

Anger do always harm us
It may didn't effect others
But in anger we don't loose control over ourselves
And at that time we destroy us
Sometimes in anger we do or say such things
That can hurt others
And then we regret and try to rectify our mistakes
But the harm is already made
We not only harm others with our anger but
we can harm our ownself
That's why it is said
An anger is a path of destruction or self harm

Why we are so busy with our lives
that we can't able to adore a nature for sometime
which gives us positive vibes,
Why can't we able to enjoy the sunshine?
Why we don't have time even for our friends and family?
Why sometimes we got engrossed in work
that we forget to live a life without work,
We do forget to eat our foods for sometimes
Why we do always forget their is not an use of wealth without health
Why we are so busy that we can't sit for just a minute to feel a diamond drop of rain water
it's always take away all the stress,
Why can't we just do enjoy it for a while
Take a time and sit for a while
and do think about your life
why it's so busy that we do Forget to smile?
Yes you may be so busy but surely do yourself a minute to think about your life,
Just a minute from your busy life

Mobile is like a drugs
How much we get addictive of it
That's hard it became to live without it
And by going near it
We started to loosing all the will
We started to loose
our family, our career and our dreams
It's like that sweet candy which is so sweet to eat
but if we get addictive of it
Then we started to loose our teeth

Where fairies fly
and the flowers dances in rhythm
inspires poet to capture the moment
with pen and paper
It's gives writers mind
some magical, blissful or delightful view
to capture it by their poem
And then the writer create fantasy world of words

Mom - why you again rejected one more guy
Like this no one will marry you
Me - and I want the same mom
Mom - and why so?
Me - I have my dreams mom I have to achieve that
Mom - so what you can achieve that after your marriage also
Me - how like you ever dreamt of
My dreams will also be in a dustbin then
I didn't completed my degrees to marry and do household chores
Mom - and after marriage also you can fulfill your dreams
I also didn't have worked so hard to only give you degrees
I also want that you will stand on your leg someday
but that didn't meant that you don't have to marry
Me - you know what mom I also want to marry but only after fulfilling my dreams
Mom - when will you will be of 60 years
Me - sorry mom I can't agree with you in this mom because I have made my mind to fulfill my dreams
I love you a lot mom
but I can't destroy my dreams for anyone
I know neither I nor you are wrong in our place but I can't let the marriage destroy my dreams
Mom - OK do as you like
But never became burden on ourselves
Me - don't worry mom I will never be burden on you or others as my dreams is like that only to never became burden on others and never let others to become burden.
Mom - OK as you want as I am nobody to you.
Me - that's an emotional blackmailing but it still can't effect me.

( in this convo neither the daughter is fully wrong nor mom it's only the difference of thoughts
So we can't judge anybody)

You are my dearest brother
Who understand me some well
And never let me sad
And you do hate my tears because
it's so bad
You are my best friend
with whom I can share my happiness, love and pain
who always do tease me and fight with me
but never let me be hurt
with you everything is so beautiful
Am glad to have a wonderful brother like you in my life
you have always guided me to the right path
and you have also played the role of my father and teacher
You are not okay my brother but also my partner in crime
Thank you for being in my life
Love you my darling brother
Love you a lot

So handsome to look in human attire
And so fearful in their real form
They ***** the blood of human and animals
They are the king of night
They didn't have emotions
They are walking dead creatures
Who can mix up easily with human
But can never be human

Everyone do have some desire to fulfill in life
Without desire life have no means
Bcoz if we don't have desires then what's the need to earn more money
Desires sometimes becomes the reasons to fly and touch the sky
But sometimes it's also becomes the reasons of our failure

Dear pillow,
You are the best friend of mine,
Who never get tired of me,
May it be day or night
It's awesome to find a chocolate under you,
Or sometimes poem or some letters,
And
Whenever I cry you are the one who wipe my tear off,
In my happy time,
you are the first whom I do give a tight hug with so many kisses,
My husband always get jealous of you,
But whenever he have to give a surprise,
You are the only medium
he always use,
Whenever I have to beat someone
Then also you always have became my support,
You have always being with me
in my tough, hard and happy time,
Thanks for being with me my pillow,
and I am promising you
may you grow how old
I will never betray you
and will never ever leave your side,
Just like you have supported me
whole my life
I love you my pillow

I have happy life
I was lonely but happy
Then why do you enter my life
Why do you destroy my life
Why do you have left me alone
You know what it's hard to find a path to go alone
And that's why I entered in the world of darkness
But now again you entered in my life
And it's matter to you why have I entered in the world of darkness
How does it matter to you?
And why do it's effecting you
You are the only one who never thought about me and left me alone
And when I knew to live a life of my own
It's effecting you
Why?
It's my life how does it matter to you even after betraying me
I beg you to live me alone in my dark world
Like you have left me before

Home is a place where we can relax,
Home is a place where you don't have to pretend,
Home is a place where you are surrounded with your love ones,
Home is a place where you can be with your mom with much care,
Home is a place where your brother teaches you for all the small things,
But he is the only one who always save you from mom's scolding,Home is a place where your sister share all her stuff with you,
Home is a place where your father love you,
Home is a place where you can sit together with your family,
And talk as much as you want,
Home is a place where we can find utmost peace with love and care,
Home is a place full of beautiful memories,
Home is a place where our heart remains

Your heart is my peaceful area
Where I can live without any fear
Where I don't have to worry of tear
Where I can live peacefully

Serendipity,
A hidden beauty
That's hard to look for
A gift that's you receive in your hard time
Something by which your suffocation will
Whenever I was about to fall this serendipity guide
to again rise and fight
But sometimes this serendipity became the solo reasons of our sorrow
but then it's only the one who gives me courage to move on and fight back
Thanks my dear sweet serendipity.

Relief is like a flow of breeze
which is cool and refreshing
It's lifts us up from the saddened soul
making us feel to live a life with heart again
Relief lift us up
a freshens our mood
and destroy all the emotional turmoil of our heart
Relief is something so beautiful gift of life

Prayer give us power to fight negativity
Prayer give us hope
Prayer has power to defeat death
If we pray for someone from all our heart
then only we can see the power of faith
It's give us strength to fight with all the tough times with smile
Prayer has all the power of life
When someone pray from all their heart for someone
then no one can defeat them
When a new life will begin with love,prayer and blessing of our elder one may it be family or god
Then you don't have to worry about life
as when you pray and all the blessings and love is with you no one can ever able to broke you
With this you can fight with every darkness and
you ownself guide yourself on the path of light from darkness.

I have a world too
of my own
Where I reside as only me
Not as someone's daughter, sister, mother, wife or guide
There have no restrictions of any thing
I can wear shorts, dance freely, eat whatever I want and also can laugh as maniac
And that's my world
where I reside only as Akta
Not as Akta Agarwal
It's hard to fulfill everyone's wish and every responsibility
I got tired of that all
But after returning to my own world
am feeling relax
Am feeling like I also have a life
Because by fulfilling all the responsibility
I filled like am just caged in some cage
Where I have to forgot myself
But that's how the life is
We have to fulfil all our responsibility
and am happy to fulfill it
But I got restless when no one able to see my distress
But my world let me be relaxed and happy

Dear me,

Start to think about yourself
Just forget about what society will say
Forget about everything
Start preparing to achieve your dream
without thinking about others
Raise your voice
Don't fear about anything
Live your life fully
Love yourself
Don't be selfish
but never do sacrifice your happiness for others
Do help the one who is in need
Because when you first learn to love yourself then only you can love others
Laugh will your heart
Don't shy to laugh only bcoz you are a  girl
Yes as you are grown up girl be mature
but never **** the child within you
Do justice to yourself
And always be proud of yourself

Love is always strange
We can't understand what is happening with us
Whenever we do fall in love with someone
It's like we smile without reason
It's like we always think about the only person
It's like we forget ourselves
It's like founding light in darkness
It's like the moon which shines in the dark sky

Moon is so beautiful
it's a sign of love
whenever I was left alone
moon is the only one who was always besides me
whenever I have lost faith in everything
moon is the one who kept me believing in him
moon is like a diamond
which shines in the dark sky
it's the only one
who gave me hope.

After being betrayed by you
You still live in my heart
Because you are the only one
Who's have given me hope to live again
You are the only one who have hold my hands
When I was left alone and betrayed by my loved ones
After being strangers you didn't left may side
You came as a ray of hope
Who have given me hope to live fully
To never think about the world over your happiness
You are the only one who have mended my broken soul
You have given me the beautiful moment of my life
Yeah you have betrayed me
But not able to break me
Because you only have taught me to never be broken
You still live in my heart
It don't why do have you betrayed me
But I can't hate you
Because you are still and always be my someone special
And will always does live in my heart

With time I have forgotten that sweet lovely and innocent memories of my childhood
Now also whenever I do think of it,
its brings sweet smiles with sour tears
As I do missed that innocency, sweetness and friends
that time will never come again.

Warriors are like an angles
Who became light in danger
Angle warriors are the one who protect our innosence
They are the warriors whom we didn't saw
May be like the unseen warriors
Who fight with the outer world to protect us from evil
They can also have the ability to wipe all our tears
The god have send them after listening our prayers
they do embrace us beautifully with little care
Warriors are like an angles
who are always their beside us.

Teen life is beautiful
It's to enjoy
But been a teenager
Many things distract us
Sometimes stress of topping their class,
Stress of becoming favourite of everyone,
Stress of looking handsome or beautiful,
We so much get engrossed in it
That we just forget to enjoy our life
We get problem of anxiety, depression
or may get involve in bad things
and when we grow up
then we do realise what we have missed in it
We have to be free,
to do madness,
or we have crush on somebody,
Or we can talk unnecessary,
It's not about comparing or taking stress of anything,
we missed our innocence,
We just get lost ourselves in all the false vibes
Thinking we are just grown up
so we don't need any guidance
We don't need our parents
We just can't understand it's our teen age life
Just we have to enjoy this and also have to balance our study,
We don't have to take much stress over anything
Thing will get smooth with time
But just we have to understand this
Teen life is not to compare yourself
It's to live nicely