How do I supposed to tell you that I missed you when you refused to know?

I was the Sun,
For I shone by myself,
brightly.

You were the Moon,
For you eclipsed
My brightness.

stay here
(on the Sofa)
  feel the Beat
   (and never go)

be my boy
(everlasting)
  at the end
  (talk around)
    secrets of love

i don't know
but it lingers within me
flowing through my veins
causing my muscles to ache
scratches my heart
and causing that pain

i must say
that emptiness
is finding its way
to knock down my walls
and make me think
about those dismays

never stop until i fall
into the grave of darkness
disappointment
and loneliness

i am slowly fading
but sadness keeps on prevailing

I'm afraid if I stay,
I may never leave.

eyes.
For he can’t see
or look out for
his safety.

I'm his
mouth.
For he can’t speak for
himself.

I'm his
hands.
For he can’t
make plans.