I drowned
in your love
and hate
and whatever
you gave me,
So that
from me,
words would
flow
like a river.

R.M.

My dreams are burning, Letting go of them all .
For my Dreams are filled with Fleshy desires too.
I need to throw them away so that I may pick up your's.
For it is your Dreams for me that shall Last forever.
It's your Dreams, that shall change me and help others.
For my Dreams are selfish, full of sinful desires for me.
But your Dreams for me, are your Desires for my Life.
So I know that my Selfish Dreams need to be burn away.
So that I may Pick up your Dreams , letting mine burn away.
For your Dreams for me shall be connect me to others too.
Our Dreams that you Put in our Hearts shall connect us together.
So that we can help one another, while helping out others.

I'm falling
Slowly
Falling
Into a deep black space
Nothing there
No one cares
That i'm
Falling
Dying
Inside
I smile
It pains me
I can't speak
I can't
It hurts
So silent's
My last resort.

Someday you'll cry for me
Like i cried for you.
Someday you'll miss me
Like i missed you.
Someday you'll need me
Like i needed you.
Someday you'll love me
But i won't love you.

The way you glow through my blinds in the morning
Makes me feel like you missed me.
Kissing my forehead to help me out of bed
Making me rub the sleepy from my eyes.

Are you asking me to come out and play?
Are you trusting me to wish away a rainy day?
I look above. The sky is blue.
It's a secret, but I trust you too.

If it wasn't for you, I could sleep forever.
But i'm not mad.

I want breakfast.

The way you look at me
The way you talk
Makes my heart melt

The way you run
The way you did anything
Made me fall for you

But this love is forbidden
I'm not supposed to like you

Even if I told you
What if you don't like me too?
Our relationship would be no more
I won't get to see you

So,
I'll just bottle it up
and never ever tell you



Unless, you like me too.

Sorry I am not perfect.
Sorry I cut.
Sorry I break my promises.
Sorry I want to give up.
Sorry I want to die.
Sorry I want to **** myself.
Sorry I hide my tears.
Sorry I lie and say I am fine.
Sorry I punish you with my emotions.

our relationship
was a combustion of love
we were so afraid
to lose each other
that we held on too tight
we didn’t know how to
separate ourselves
we fed on anything negative
almost to cause excitement
or change
we drove a stick
between us
as i slowly moved further
and further
from your side of the bed