Butterflies in stomach about to fly

As they escape and greet the sky

years lived inside,

made thousand laughs and cries

oh God is it now the real goodbye?

yesterday I found a silly word said

no matter it's your first or the second rain

waiting a rainbow come will drive you bored

so let's dance in the storm, O gloomy soul


140717|22.37
Esf.

Hello September
Never ask me "what you remember"
Cause I just wanna some recover
Wishing tomorrow will be better
This world yeah full of bitter
But isn't coffee yet forever
Always there beside a great thinker

I don't know where my ink set of
Who knows I'll meet some little laugh?
It's not a song neither a vow
A wishper heard from gloomy soul

Hello September
Welcome new chapter
This tricky world hate a dreamer
But never forget you have The Bigger

For you who born, grow up and die
Stop grumbling, look at the sky
Stop the tears, dry it with bright smile
Cause everyone makes mistake
But doesn't mean no one can't change

2.9.16|00.31

Every heart has their own fight

Like every tree stand upon the wind

Life is an exam nobody could cheating

Cause nobody has the same paper


So we absolutely have no right to do these acts:
compare, judge, envy and bad sight

Cause we never know
What kinda pain hidden behind every smile

Maybe one lost his/her beloved ones, but would we envy with their cries?

We wasn't there
When someone decided to not give up and chose to fight

The ice of silence ain't melt

Isn't rose bloom along the year?

O garden of grateful flower

You might a Daffodil, Lily, Sunflower

Would you blossom and tell me a fairytale,

I'd tell you about the storm and creepy sense

Beneath a friendly shower of the rain

Which colder than any snow in December,

I won't remember

The knife doesn't **** the roses yet

Even it sharper than time

Lead to the word of immortal

It's unstoppable




140218. 15:23

The part of my heart that you'd have taken

I know it still there hanging around with your vein

You're the first guy who queened me in numbered days

O God, is this feeling not supposed to be felt?

Maybe you don't remember me again

And live happily overthere absenting my name

But in my universe, you're immortal

But forget me if it makes you better

When the time comes, we will delete each other

As we did for someone came earlier

Have a nice day, my lover



A damp heart in a damp room, 2017. 07:33.

-edited in Aug 2018-

Let's loving in silence
enough the wind wishper you what's happened
and the moon tell me what's happened
close the eyes and listen to the sounds inside

let's loving in silence
where there's no time or space limiting
where we smile together with those stars sparkling
I follow the rule you holding
and now we loving in silence

this also gave me some lessons
that Love is love.
no matter where it takes place,
what you name it,
how it comes and  go,
how it's being told,
or how we celebrate it.

How pathetic someone is fell,
it's just love and always be love.
and I'm pathetically love you, Love


210117

Love,
a word that spread off the whole world
sometimes a million people try to make it looks good
sometimes they just hang on a big misunderstood

i looked back on a corner and saw how people mean it
the most just thinking the rest are always show it
they said
love, when you give and give

love is every sweat wetting your father's skin
it's a smile from your mom even when she's hurting
it's a hugs and kisses from your grandas while see you coming

and when you grow and see the world behind your door home
you will find other kind of love
you'll see some people who always say hello
take you to their secret room and spend the time together
it's a friendship, neither lie nor a shelter

the last but not least,
let me wishper and end the list
that love is kind of simple, altough
it maybe unlogic and unpredictable
you don't have to worry or screaming a rebel
just show your love, cause if not, it looks like a riddle



A day in 2014