Christine

Christine Apr 2020

I’m not anxious.
I’m not confuse.
I don’t feel anything.
I think I’m on a loose.

I always think that I cannot go on with life without you, but I realized that life can be better without you.

#love #fade #away #process

Christine Apr 2020

I didn’t see what’s coming
because my eyes were close.
I didn’t hear what you’re saying
because my ears weren’t listening.

I’m processing at the moment. :)

#random #realization #reality

Christine Mar 2020

“Speechless”

I wanted to talk to you,
but words doesn’t come out.
I want to say something,
but my heart is broken.

They say it’s real if it comes back.
I say it’s real if it never left.

#love #broken #heart #pain

Christine Aug 2019

Help me

I need a saving,
From the person
I am drowning.
I love him,
But he can’t love me
The way I love him.

I don’t want to be regretful, but thoughts are keep coming. My trust issues are growing, I can’t make someone to love me the way I want to be loved. Can someone save me?

#love #stop #wrongperson #escape #feelings #regrets

Christine Aug 2019

Thoughts

When I’m happy
You’re in sorrow.
And now you’re already happy,
I’m the one who’s in sorrow.

I’m not regretful, I’m just sad on how things turns this way. Why can’t we be happy at the same time? Even though we’re not together.

#lost #love #theone

Christine Jun 2019

Broken heart

There is not a single word,
In the whole world.
That could describe the hurt.

Lyrics from Paramore’s I hate to see your heart break.

#love #hurt #breakup

Christine Nov 2018

Slave of Love

I chose to be a slave
To serve my own King
Over being a Queen
Of the other Kings.

#king #queen #servant #slave #love