I believe I win
You believe I lose
It's a win win

You are the needle
To my compass
Where you go
I will follow

I feel like Hell
But you make me
Feel like Heaven

I remember when
It rained so hard
That I had trouble breathing
Because I was crying so much
That I was drowning
In my tears
It felt like a thunderstorm
Rolling inside of me
The pain I felt
Was so strong
That trying to catch my breath
Was a challenge
For hours I have felt like this
Until I drowned myself
Into a dream
After hours of sleep
I awake in a somber mood
And puffy eyes
Like dark heavy clouds
Ready to water the earth
Except I have no more
Tears left to shed
Wishing my tears
Could bring you back
So you could continue to grow
Like the plants
Nearing death
Only to be saved
By the tears of the clouds

A Broken heart
Has many paths
Many stories that don't part

The shattered pieces
Connecting to another
Value and lessons increases

Getting glued back together
Only to take a chance at love again
Being soft as a feather

Each crack
All different
Some just a deep black
Like an abyss
Too much to attack

To a healing path
That starts with a long hot bath

To take time alone
In order to hone
Your true self in the unknown

A Broken heart is beautiful
That to you, yourself it's suitable

A Broken heart is strong
For all that's been done
Still moves along

A Broken heart is always growing
Not always flowing
But getting through life slowly

A Broken heart
That can't help but to restart

Why so many
What ifs
Why not more
Firm answers of
Yes and no
Why so doubtful?
Why so scared?
Why the ifs?

Drop them like it's going to burn you
Cuz they are holding you back
You are overthinking
And sometimes
If not more
losing your chance
At doing something
Probably amazing

Shut the what ifs up
I don't care what you are thinking
Because If your thinking
For longer than 30 seconds
Your already letting
The ifs drag on
Letting them ruin a moment
Don't let them catch you
You need to grab your moments
Grab your memories
And run with them

What if
I stay home
Instead of going out
What if
I take chance
And be real
What if
What if I told you i don't want to hear it
What if I told you
That I want to see you
Or hear you
Getting out of your head
And doing instead of thinking

Maybe one day
to start your day
Your adventure
Don't think, just say yes
Yes
And yes
Unless it gets you killed
Or behind bars
And no not the ones at a club
By all means say no
and don't think
Those two words
Right next to each other
Of what if

Go and live your life
Don't have regrets
Of not taking those chances