Without music, I am nothing.
An emotionless, empty shell,
who expresses emotion,
but doesn't always feel it.

Don't catch me listening to anything sad
cause I'll just push you away.

The warm wind tugs at my heart like a lover returning
But in this sorrow is a neon joy shining brighter than everything I’ve ever seen


It reminds me of you
Tussling my hair
Moving toward my destination
Hoping I’ll return to its embrace

How lovely the wind feels, curling in the spaces my fingers make

I would rather have a million voices in my head, then think of you.
Ever.
Because loving you was about as much fun as kissing a rose.

once you break the petals off

all you're left with





is thorns on a stem

OH my god.
It's happening.
I can finally end all this stupid ****.
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Wait.
I can't do this.
not yet.
cough

Maybe tomorrow night.