His mixed signals
and
Her insecurities~
The deadly blend,
had the power
to erode
their golden time.

Let me cry
Cry till these tears get dry
Dry not cause I want to stop
Stop is not a question
Question is the hurt
Hurt that burns within
Within my soul, turning my heart
Heart from gold to coal
Coal so cold, full of agony
Agony not cause of you
You were just helping me out
Out from my helpless broken self
Self which I am surrounded with
With the darkest clouds of fear
Fear of hurt, of losing, of death
Death of my feelings and emotions
Emotions...Yes! emotions of my love
Love that you kicked out of your heart and senses
Senseless, I am....thus this is the pain I am in
In a shameless character, No!!! My love was pure
Pure and innocent, yet you killed it...



©sim

Once someone gave me
a box full of darkness,
It  nourished  me  like
a gift of dark chocolates.

They don't know
the new me exactly,
Now I rearrange those
broken pieces differently.

Yes! i frequent that
  murky memory lane,
But to make peace with
the past, to heal the pain.

Karmic lesson was our
meeting-hurting-parting,
We had chosen it under
the souls' preplanning.

I wish to meet them
somewhere someday,
Not to start it all over,
to begin in a fresh way.

To let them know that
in life we ain't together,
Yet  our  loving  refined
soul connection is forever!

Opening his hand
God blew butterflies to earth
To make us all smile

<3