A shoulder, the one you cry into
A hand, the one you hold
A knee, the one you lean on
A spine, the one that makes you strong
A smile, the lips you kiss
A voice, the one you miss
A soul, the kind that goes to heaven above
A heart, the one that heals and makes you feel loved

Shards of memories
Fragments of myself
When I lost these
I could no longer be myself
Each memory
Each object I my life
Each person I have encountered
They had their own special place in my heart
I have to bare parting with them
Emptiness has taken over my mind
One day I awoke
Mind blank and naïve of myself
The old me wouldn't  be able to  even imagine
Life without my talents
These precious memories
The close relationships with my friends and family
I lost these cherished moments that make life worth living
I have ceased to exist
When my reason for happiness, sadness, shyness, and kindness disappeared
I left with them

When I lost my memories, I lost myself
I literally don't know who I am

a beautiful child
beaten
grows up
a broken adult
looking for love
in all
the wrong places
still scared
still shaking
ceaselessly filling
an empty
void

Her name is Sarah
And between her legs
A flower.
A Begonia
Lush, Desirable, and Sweet
Beautiful.

Her name is Olivia
And between her legs
A flower.
A Bird of Paradise
Exotic & Captivating, Deep
Beautiful.

Her name Tanya
And between her legs
A flower.
A Calla Lilly
Intuitive, Dreamy, Refined
Beautiful.

Her name is Sumi
And between her legs
A flower.
A Dahlia
Grace, Strength, & Valued
Beautiful.

Her name is Diana
And between her legs
A flower.
A Moonflower
Delicate & Feminine
Beautiful.

My name is Hannah
And between my legs
A flower.
An Azalea
Fragile, Sweet, & Tender
Beautiful.