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Oct 2013 · 646
Eye Change
I knew from the first time
He laid upon her
That she was the one
He was gonna marry.
Sparkles shine bright
In his right iris
Sparkles of determination
And dedication
Of lust and love.
The determination
To change his wicked ways
The dedication
to be loyal to one
The lust
To chase after her
And
The Love
To last a lifetime.
His eyes had changed and he wouldn't be the same.
His world caved in
What he so eagerly
Tried to keep stable
His happiness was dimising
As the weight of the world
Held him down

             He could not get up
               His claustrophobia set
                 His breathing got shorter
                   He screams to the world
                     For modest help
                       But silence is returned

Untaken by the narssasistic
world, who only care of their own
Walk past a man who needeth help.
Oct 2013 · 544
Mind Reader
She sat in the chair
In front of me,
We spoke on the phone
On hours on end.
We never got bored
Everything and nothing
Was always the topic of choice.
She expected me to read her mind
She'd sit there staring at me & expect me to know
I like her a lot which is why i put up with her antics
One day I stopped talking to her
And she stopped talking to me
She was great n all but I couldn't
Play her game for life.

And so a year later she came to me
And told me, how she wished I kissed her
When she would sat me down.
Out rage I told her how could she expect
Such super human feat n read her very thoughts
I'm only human, I'm not a **Mind Reader
Sep 2013 · 962
3am
3am
The world stays silent
Stuck in transition between night and day;
The thoughts that echo calmly
Are now magnified as they reverberate
Off your inner skull
Every attempt to close your eyes
And go to sleep
Is met with a thousand thoughts
That keep you awake.

It's magic hour can't you see

The dead is alive and your not alone in your head
Aug 2013 · 943
River Rider
I have never felt the wonder
Of admiring a single thing
I have never felt the wonder
Of having a favorite anything
Nor the wonder of a lover

For I'm a River Rider

Riding down the river of pain,
Following it to the very last vein,
To the very source for it must be drained,
Tamed and restrained, so they can -
Live a life of happiness and mine in pain

For I'm a River Rider

Always on the go,
Moving along the river to the next source
Forever alone, out to reinforce hope to humanity
But wont anyone follow my river & feed me hope?
Till then I am forever alone, lending my hope
And taking their pain, for what more can I do in a world full of hurt.

For I'm a River Rider

And that's my story
But now I must go,
To follow the flow of the river of sorrow.


*Written when I started high school
Aug 2013 · 595
Love
The Sun
It radiates from above
So far away yet we can feel it warmth
We see it light up the night sky
As it breaks dawn
When we are in it's pressence
It warms us up with joy and happiness
Sometimes we are given to much and it burns
But that's what love is , it's like the sun
You can be miles apart
But you can still feel their love warm us up
They can light up our darkness days
And change tears to smiles
When we are in their presence
It warms us up with joy and happiness.
But sometimes they have so much love
That it sometimes hurts.
Aug 2013 · 716
Strong Soul
He sits on the couch as his brother speaks violent words. Tears run down his face not of fear but of heartbrokeness, his own brother threatening his life. He closes his eyes and pushes the tears, he sees the swing of his brothers arm but he does not move, soon enough his head is caught between his fist being thrown left to right his head thrown side to side. The physical pain can't amount to the pain in his heart, his own brother doing such transgressions against him. Yet he stays calm he doesn't move he lets his brother take his anger out on him. His brother stops and ask why won't you fight back in which he replys your my brother you may hate me with every bone in your body you may wish to **** me but I can never due such things to you, if you wish to take my life then take it, your my brother and ill let you have it cause I won't hurt you.

His brother wide eye, lip trembling can't fathom the complexity of his philosophy.
Aug 2013 · 654
Where Noone Looks
There it was hidden -
In plain sight;
Treasure in a black tiny box
Blending into the darkness
That surrounds
Most don't bother to look for it
But they'd find it if they'd move
The treasure is happiness
And it exist in the dark
So be observant
Of the Yang in the Yin
Blood rushes to the cranium
Feeling light headed
Your vision turns oblique
Your sense of direction is ****;
Overwhelmed
Your thinking too much -
To allow your self to compose
The world seems like it's changing
And you don't know which direction your heading
Loss Of Thought
In a frantic haze you grab the phone
And dial his name
Not know what he'll do,
But he answers
You listen to the calmness of his voice
He assure you things are fine
And he finds your mind
Your relaxed your thinking straight
Regaining state of mind
You find your car, he helped you this far
How that's a question that
You came to ask
**Relaxed
Aug 2013 · 574
Love and Destruction
Love
Is the Destruction
Of the past;
The tearing of walls and of yesterday's pains
It is the Collaberation
Between two souls to rebuilt themselves
To become better for one another,
And the creation
Of something completely new
Aug 2013 · 825
Fire Girl
Like fire
She didnt mean to
destroy everything
But she was looking to closely
For the destruction of a forest
Brought about smoke that filled the skies
Which entered the clouds
That brought down the rain
That feed the earth;
Her fiery nature danced on sand
And destroyed it yet created glass
She was to busy focusing on the destruction she caused
That she paid no attention to the beauty she created
*Theres always two sides to a coin, you chose which side to view
Aug 2013 · 1.3k
Mu[Shrooms]
I exit my door and enter the corridor
The walls begin to collapse as
I grow twice in size
I make a left and turn the corner
As the walls expand I shrink
Three fourths of my size
As if I'm in a fun house
And the hallways are changing size
Yet they've been consistently the same
All those many years
I make my way back home
As I stare at the walls melt.
Till I fall asleep
And wake up thinking it was all a dream.
Aug 2013 · 878
Sharpener
Packaged in plastic I was,
On the shelf waiting to be bought
I don't know how long I was there
But ill never forget the day I was picked from the rest.

I was taken home,
unwrapped and placed in a bag.
Taken out in middle of class
Stuck a pencil inside me
N began twisting within
My teeth grinding the wood
Of a number two
Revealing the lead
He would solemnly use
  
          Those were the happy days
                  Then came a time;
                          A time of darkness

Removed the ***** that held me
Put me between his fingers
N ran me down his gentle skin
As I parted the skin, he twitch
As he began to leak.......
Aug 2013 · 1.5k
Making of a Healer
Just a boy who never wished to have hatred in his heart, seeing people abused was a daily thing. He had his fair share of beatings and run-ins with near death. This would all fuel his rage and hatred towards the persecutor. He felt it consume him and he did not want that, he did not want to be like his father when we grew up filled of hatred and self-loathing. So anytime he could he went up the hills to the mountains and overlooked the city. He sat there for hours writing or meditating. He constantly told himself "Do not hate the persecutor, for he himself was persecuted and knows of no other way". At only 14 years of age he came to understand what others never have. It was imprinted in him perfectly; the cycle as he liked to call it, and he wish nothing more than to break it. So there he sat surrounded by nature taking in the chirping of new born birds, the breeze swaying through the leaves, the sun warming up his skin. He closed his eyes and took all this in as he let go of the hatred to his father and brother, the resentment of his mother, the jealousy of his sister. This is how he cleansed his soul, this is how he stayed pure, this is how he was able to come home everyday, this is how he stayed strong.

Now he takes others, to the place where he found solace. He tells others how to let go of past harm n not let it influence future thoughts. He tells them to scream at the top their lungs everything they've built up, and then close their eyes n to listen to the wind, n feel the sun creeping on their skin. He helps and try's to heal his friends, cause everywhere he goes all he sees is pain.
You think your eyes speak truth,
But hidden within, you analyze your sight
You critic what you see based on past experiences
Your not seeing what you think you are, your seeing your fears manifest before your eyes. You fear the past to repeat itself; negative thoughts they control your sight. Your blinded by your thoughts and the inescapable interpretation of your perception.
Jul 2013 · 7.0k
Rebirth
What does it mean to me;
She asks as she looks into me.
My reponse, a tied tongue
As she kisses me and relaxes me.
My proverbial tongue does as it's asked

"It's all about perception you see,
And what context it's been used in.
It can mean the endless cycle that is Saṃsāra,
In where karma is responsible.
But rebirth in my eyes
Means something closer to home,
Rebirth isn't about physicaly dieing
It's about letting the old you die
So that a greater, better you is born,
Like in religion when you are born again
You didn't physicaly die but rather
You opened a new set of eyes
And that is what rebirth means to me,
When you let go all of that which holds you back
And the person who held onto all that dies;
You are set free as you are given new life and new eyes that aren't blinded by past actions and experiences."
Jul 2013 · 846
The Light Switch
Shrouded in darkness she was
Unable to see, lost in her own mental
Black hole where the heart should be
Devouring flower hearts and spitting back
black holes, despite all this
I felt a warmness to her darkness
I wondered; "is there a light switch?"
Roaming around consuming her darkness
Tryrng to turn the sun in her heart on.
Jul 2013 · 733
A Story Of Rebirth
She  pulls me down to the ocean floor
       as she sinks her fangs into me
as Im drained dry, the sea water
      enters my lungs  I seize to float;
  my lifeless body hits the ocean floor
  as my impact sends grains of sand
in a wicked dance, as the poison
   from her fangs consumes me;
a part of her grows within me,  as my  heart beats and my eyes open wide,  i take my first breath,
    and I look to gain back my strength,
I grab her wrist and pin her to the ocean floor,
  the sea has infected me as I am reborn as the son of the sea and i sink my fangs into you as I drain you in your own home
Jul 2013 · 1.6k
I am of The Fallen
The fallen, bringers of light who died and became angels of the night, they are the air that man breaths; chaos.

So fourth, I was light born in darkness with the healing of the light and the desires of evil. I roam the night in search of withered souls; hearts once made of gold tainted by dark tar. I feed off their darkness, I crave it like a child craves a mothers love.

And so I consume their very darkness, as I removed their demons and make them my own I free them of the suffering and shed light upon their eyes, the shackles now removed they realize their full potential. While I lay here battling their demons and my own; forgotten. As they went on to greatness I was left in the shadows; no one ever bothered to save me.

— The End —